insurmountable | i'm dragging a heart that weighs a ton / holding out for not just anyone

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i'm dragging a heart that weighs a ton / holding out for not just anyone

[Fontaine: The technological hub of Teyvat.

For as long as anyone can remember, the country of Fontaine has always been the innovative center for the continent. High speed rail was originated here, and now spans across the entirety of Teyvat and beyond. High rises and skyscrapers pepper the skyline, modern Victorian buildings supporting a gear-like aesthetic from an era gone by. A thousand years ago, it was a much different place, but now it thrives with the bright lights and bustle of its people. One can hear the occasional street performer playing for cash, as businessmen and tourists alike walk down narrow cobblestone streets. People are buried in their phones, some take pictures as they gawk at the sights of the city, but one young man in particular walks languidly down the street, enjoying the life around him. He's in no hurry to get where he's going, as he has plenty of time to get there, noting a deli across the street from where he is now that he'll have to try.

Unfortunately, he is on business, so that'll have to wait.

Never being one to be dressed completely formal, he wears a comfortable pair of slacks and dress shoes, with a collared shirt that isn't buttoned up all the way under a grey vest. Various pieces of metal are woven into the vest, notably a crest on his right shoulder with a chain attached to it that hangs under his arm to the back. On his belt lies a Vision, glowing blue with hydro. The young man always seems friendly and easy going, but what lies underneath is something that not many are allowed to know- the heir to the family business of a company who develops tech for various products is also the right hand man of the mafia that runs the city.

And, their true business behind the scenes; creating Delusions to sell on the black market.

Today is a day where some investigating has to be done, and he's headed to see an old friend of his, from university. One that he's sure can help him with this problem he has. Entering the building, he swings in quietly to give a polite wave and a smile to the only person there.

Someone who looked exactly like their brother, whom he can only assume is the twin sister he'd yet to meet that he'd heard about.]

Hello, I was wondering if Aether was in today? I had a...business proposal for him, and I'm sure that he'd love to hear it. Unless of course, you might be of assistance instead.

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That's not—

[ the rest of the words catch in her throat, her eyes flashing open when his fingers slide inside her with no resistance at all. and lumine finds herself feebly trying to breathe, writhe and break free from underneath him—anything to once more resurface from the sea of pleasure she's currently drowning in. to no avail, her own body betraying her at every corner, shuddering violently at his assault and drawing out gasps and moans from her throat.

everything feels white-hot and intense, both of them fervent and impassioned as if unable to breathe and live without each other.

a sharp cry escapes her when his fingers stroke a sensitive spot inside of her, her legs closing around his hand instinctively. her own hand tries to escape his grasp, wanting to leave her own marks on him, but he quickly catches her and her mouth, muffling any other sounds she makes. ]

Ajax— [ lumine breathes, breaking the liplock when her lungs start to burn. she licks her lips, her eyes heavy-lidded. ] Please ...

Hahaha...I won't make you wait.

[The look on her face mirrors his own, his mind fully turned towards letting himself slip inside of her to fulfill her wishes, his eyes heavily-lidded in turn. Silently, his fingers slide out to use that hand to begin to tug her underwear and shorts down, shifting to put her on her back as they get tossed to the floor- and his own shirt and sweatpants are quickly dashed to the floor as well, not wasting any time to place himself between her folds as he slides deeply into her.

Ajax begins his pumps slowly, her shirt hiked up to allow him access to the rest of her body as he lies down to suck on the tender nipples of her breast. Pleasure ripples through him at every touch and thrust of his hips, but he thinks of something better, something more fun.

She's so small, and it's not hard for him to grab a hold of her and roll, putting her on top now, the ginger grinning back up at her.]

That worked out better than I thought. I rather enjoy seeing you from here...

[His hips involuntarily buck upwards, Ajax's eyes closing with the shock of electricity that runs like a current through his system with the motion.]

[ they both want this badly, that much is clear. the separation they've had, no matter how brief it seems to be for most people, is debilitating, in a way. so much so that her hips move on their own, guiding ajax inside of her and biting her lower lip when he slides in, her sex wet and slick and eager for him and him alone.

archons.

her body shudders as he sinks in deeper and deeper, the friction delicious and his mouth simply criminal, a haze of lust clouding her brain. but even before she can savour the sensation, her senses already going on overdrive, ajax suddenly shifts them around, drawing out a whimper from her. ]

Ajax! Hold on—

[ lumine presses a hand on his stomach, bracing herself against him, as she exhales slowly, keeping herself calm and composed. an endeavour in itself, knowing that her nerves are getting frayed and all she really wants is to move and fuck herself on his length. ]

Don't rush me.

[Ajax can't help but laugh, delighted in that reaction of hers, smiling brightly back up at her. He can tell she's trying to keep herself together, though it's easy to see in her eyes that she's starting to fall apart from how long she'd been deprived of him.

It's great, and he loves it, though honestly he'll debate if the tension and sullenness of the last month or so was worth it. But he'll drink it in for now.]

Now, surely you won't make me wait too long? [Ajax reaches a hand up, to hook his ring and pinkie finger around the back of her neck, a nudge for her to lean over, so he can reach her once more. There's no hiding his desire, his eyes flickering up to her eyes, then down to her breasts and back up again. His hands now wander down to the insides of her thighs, kneading into them, coaxing her to let her hips begin to work him up and down.]

Just looking at you is driving me crazy. How long do I have to wait?

[ the shift of his hips, his hands squeezing her thighs, is bad. just bad. since all it does is stimulate her nerves, heightens her senses. it takes her a full minute before his words sink in, even as he coaxes her to lean down, lumine letting out a shuddered breath. ]

Until I say so.

[ it's spoken through gritted teeth, but even she can tell that ajax is getting more and more impatient. he wants more, he wants her to move. but she won't give him that satisfaction yet. this is just revenge for everything he's put her through.

lumine slowly breathes in until she's settled snug on his lap, his length pushed inside her up to the hilt. and then she breathes out, walls clenching around him. ]

... How long do you want to wait?

[A devilish grin appears on his features, how cruel she can truly be, making him wait as he pulsates inside of her, unable to thrust himself in and out the way he wants. He knows she wants it just as badly as he does, but it seems she'd like to play chicken.

Another game he knows he'll lose, but it'll be fun while it lasts.]

I don't want to wait at all, [he says, lowering his voice to a rumble, letting his hands sink into her hips, massaging them, but not lifting- he wants to do that on her own.]

You don't want to either, do you? I can feel how tight you are around me.

[He knows she's doing it on purpose, his eyes beginning to look wild with lust as he gazes upward, letting his lids fall halfway.]

Lumine... [he coos, hands sliding to her behind, his hips lifting her whole body upward, longing for her own movements to start fucking him.]

Ajax.

[ the hands on her hips are telling and she simply smiles at him, victorious and smug. honestly, she doesn't want to give him the satisfaction of getting to her; she wants to do it herself, on her own time, at her own pace—even if it's getting excruciating and frustrating like this, her own body urging her to start moving.

once more, she bears down on his stomach with her hand while her knees squeeze his sides, sinking into the mattress, to keep him from moving further. ]

You know, [ lumine says carefully and slowly, lifting the hem of her shirt and pulling it over her head. it falls with their other clothes on the floor, momentarily forgotten. ] There's a magic word you use when you ask someone to do your bidding.

[Ajax breathes out heavily as she squeezes him between her legs, feeling himself move again inside of her involuntarily, jaw slacking ever so slightly when she removes her shirt. His eyes fall to stare at her, her boobs captivating him for a moment before he manages to tear them away to look back up at her again.]

Oh? What word is that?

[His breath is husky, wishing that she'd lean over to press her chest into his face, feeling his body involuntarily squirm beneath her as his mind fogs and his logic removes itself. He wants her so badly, she's not making this easy for him, but he fights to keep himself under control. His hands grip a little more into her butt, his eyes betraying his lust.

Admittedly, he's not doing a great job keeping himself in line.]

[ the laughter that leaves her lips is stuttered, pleasure coursing through her veins like slow poison when he tries to move inside of her. but again, lumine's quick to stifle any further movements, shifting her weight to her settle fully on top of him. even coaxing his hands off of her hips, pressing their palms and tangling their fingers together.

he can make this so much easier for himself, but it's clear that he's trying to see who gets to win this game of chicken. even if it's just as clear in his eyes that he's slowly losing, frustration building within him.

it's not too long, probably. not with how pent-up he looks. not with every attempt to generate any kind of sensual friction between the both of them, each twitch of him inside of her sending an explosion of nerves down her spine. but she likes him enough that she'll persevere. ]

Mm, why don't you guess? [ a corner of her lips quirks to another smug smile. ] Master Ajax.

[Ajax groans, not out of pure desire, but because that brings up a bad memory. It doesn't do anything to kill his building lust for her hips to rock against him, but he makes his displeasure known-]

Oh, don't call me that. That evil spirit said that too and it's ruined from here on out. Now, I don't mind if you want to give me a title, but...just not that.

[Her hands keeping his own from gripping into her breasts is killing him, his face beginning to contort into discomfort from the lack of attention his length is receiving. But Ajax has no lack of core strength, deciding that laying down on the ground isn't getting him anywhere until he says the magic word. He sits up, not comfortably since she's sitting right on his hips, but how he can put his mouth somewhere.

So he chooses to go right for one of her breasts, unable to keep himself from giving her some kind of attention, his mouth attaching and letting his tongue roll over her nipple over and over. His hands make sure to hold hers so she can't push him away, giving each nipple equal attention for as long as he can hold himself up. Moans and murmurs reverberate against the supple flesh as he sucks on and savors her assets, until eventually, he has to lie back down, abs beginning to burn from the effort.

But he looks very pleased with himself.]

[ a part of her almost laughs out loud, reminded of their little unfortunate mishap with spirits. and she almost, almost teases him about the kiss he shared with aether again—

when he suddenly sits up, his mouth catching her breast, and she lets out a loud, sharp squeal. her spine arches at the sudden movement, their hips grinding at an angle, and her knees squeeze his once more as she tries to stifle any further attempts to unseat her. she knows what he's trying to do, and yet, as much as she wants to stop him and regain the reins in this situation once more

dammit—

she presses a hand to her mouth to muffle a particularly embarrassing and needy moan, a sharp jolt running down her spine as her nipples stiffen and ache under the attention of his mouth. and every sound he makes travel along her body like a pleasurable vibration.

she hates him so much, lumine thinks as she sends him a withering glare when he finally relents. ]

Has anyone told you how rude you are?

[ but she supposes two can play that game. clasping his hands to keep him from touching her, lumine finally moves, lifting her hips and then lowering them back down with a roll in the most excruciating way possible: slow, teasing, an unhurried grind that will only prolong his agony. ]

Several ti- ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

[The moan that comes out of his mouth is loud, embarrassing, filled with pleasure as she slowly drags the walls of herself across his length. Ecstasy runs through him as if he'd put his finger in an outlet, racing through him and making every part of his body feel like it's on fire, his mind scrambling as he sinks deeply back into her. He wants to reach out and grip her boobs, to squeeze them between his fingers, but she's restrained him so that he can't, and that's almost too much.

He can feel his eyes roll into the back of his head, only coming back into focus once she finishes that agonizing tease, his breath catching in his throat as he tries to put himself back together. So unfair, as she sits there, his penis throbbing for more of what she'd just administered.]

You...

[He can barely get his mind to function, to put words together.]

That was unfair...

[ isn't that music to her ears?

her lips quirk to a self-satisfied smile at the sight of him writhing underneath her, completely restrained and at the mercy of her whims. once more, lumine stills her movements and keeps him trapped beneath her, holding out on him as she did earlier despite her breaths coming up short, her own body trembling from that shot of pleasure. ]

You weren't exactly playing fair yourself, [ she pants softly, squeezing his hands gently. almost tauntingly, as if daring him to break free.

lumine leans forward just a little, letting him sink deeper into her at an angle. ] But you can have more if you want. All you have to do is ask for it. Nicely.

[He wants to, every fiber of his being wants to break his hands away from hers and do something, anything to drive her down into a well of pleasure, and yet he doesn't. There's something so captivating about how she leans over, making him moan again as he stares back up at her helplessly, his heart beginning to race. Ajax feels himself get lost in those golden eyes of hers, his breathing deepening, yet his voice seems breathless.]

Please, [he finally says, his jaw slack, his neck craning upward as if he were trying to capture her in a kiss.

He tries to move his hips, but she's pinned him, unable to do anything- so he only ends up squirming again beneath her, both his body and mind betraying him. His eyes cloud over, looking up at her with longing, with an unsatiated need for her and the nourishment only she could give him.]

I want more. Please, Lumine.

[ there you go, that's what she wants to hear. that wasn't too difficult, was it? and it shows in the way her lips curve to a smile, a knowing and pleasured sigh spilling out of her.

and yet despite this, lumine still doesn't move. she doesn't indulge him like he had asked her to—pleaded, even. she doesn't entertain his attempt to kiss her, easily pulling away and out of his reach. not when she knows she'll get more if she prolongs his agony, stretch his desire thin and taut until his head is filled with nothing but thoughts of her. ]

Mm? [ the sound comes out feigning confusion as she rolls her hips once more, giving him a taste of the friction he's seeking. ] You want more of what, Ajax?

Ahhhhhhhhh...

[Another jolt of pleasure makes his body shudder, his eyes closing at how wonderful it feels. But she doesn't continue, and Ajax stares back with disappointment, thinking that perhaps, she'd indulge him. Now that he's asked nicely of course, but it seems she has other plans. Had he been in the right state of mind, he would have figured this out, but as it stands, his mind seems to be melting under her and her will.]

Mmmmmmmm...

[Is what he manages, struggling underneath her, but to no avail.]

I want more of you, [he breathes,] I want you to fuck me. Please, Lumine...I want you so badly that I can't take it anymore...

[ the smile that's starting to tug at her lips widens, leaning in again to kiss him. his consolation prize for being so patient and understanding and for saying please. ]

Not so difficult, was it?

[ but as promised, she finally gives him what he wants, breaking the kiss, her hips rising and falling once more, stroking him sensually. it's a little tricky, given how exhausted she's starting to get with all the teasing and forestalling she's been doing, and what she wouldn't give to be fucked senseless by ajax. but lumine also doesn't wish to relinquish this control she has of him just yet.

she closes her eyes and moans softly, finding and setting a rhythm that's comfortable and yet pleasurable for her to maintain. the friction is wonderful, the slow pace allowing her to feel every inch of him, caressing and rubbing and pressing in all the right places, tension building more and more within her.

with a breathy laugh and a moan that sounds like his name: ] Better?

[Ajax kisses her back as if she were giving him a sip of water after being stranded in the desert without it for a week, desperate and needy. But what comes after is a level of bliss he wasn't ready for, how the way she strokes him just hits differently than when she's on top, crying her name between moans that he didn't know he could vocalize.

Ajax's hands grip into the top cover, his hips rolling with her own to match her speed, eyes squeezed shut as she works his body. White hot heat rolls through him with each pass, his thoughts completely washed over with her and her alone, whimpering for her as pleasure pours into him. Her soft moans only serve to melt his mind exactly how she wants it to, and his body responds obediently to her.]

Yes...

[He barely manages, before another moan is drawn out of him, finally moving his hands up to her hips to help her stroke him more easily, fingers kneading into her skin.]

Lumine, yes...I...ohhh...don't stop...

[Ajax whimpers again, looking up at her with mesmerized eyes, finding himself unable to resist anything she wants to do to him, and frankly not caring either.]

Edited 2022-07-20 02:32 (UTC)

[ ajax volkov, heir to the notorious volkov family, at the mercy of someone like her. if only lumine can savour the thought of such a prominent figure in the criminal world begging and moaning her name, but as it stands, she's not in her right mind to think of anything but the pleasure searing through her body like wildfire, the way ajax's body responds to her instinctively, chasing his own peak alongside hers. and how he penetrates her so deeply ...

lumine closes her eyes as her body slowly undulates on top of him, savoring each moment of pleasure it brings her. his name is on her lips every time she sinks on him, every time it pushes inside her deep. she's not yet there but every connection of their hips brings her one step closer to bliss.

but their position is slowly exhausting her, her limbs straining to keep herself up and moving and keeping pace. their slow rhythm doesn't help and neither does the fire spreading across her body.

lumine bends over to him, pressing her forehead against his as her eyes flutter open, gold meeting blue. their lips are so close, their breath mingling in the small space. she could taste him this close, feel his lips on hers. and then her eyes squeeze shut, name spilling out of her lips in reverence, when he grips her hips, guiding her along his length. ]

[Ajax can see how her arms shake and strain to keep up, hoping that his strength is helping to alleviate some of the difficulty, not only to make this as pleasurable for her as it can be, but for him too. Every curve of her body, every stoke of his length can't stop now. His legs twitch as he begins to reach his peak, his cries more fervent as she continues to push him deeper into her with every roll of her hips, her lips tantalizing as she leans down to press her forehead to his.

His kiss is chaotic, a frenzied craving that begged and pleaded for her to move along him even faster, finding himself completely lost with only her to lead him down this path to bliss that they've begun together. He cries for her as he breaks the kiss, before frantically catching her lips again, another connection made between the two as his pulse quickens even more. Electricity races through him, fueled by her desire, feeling himself being completely swept away as they meet over and over again.

He can feel it, just a little more, and he could finally find that peak he so longed for.]

[ his kisses are almost soothing, a balm in the intense heat of everything else. her eyes instinctively flutter close when he catches her lips, responding to the tangle of their tongues as if it's a relief that she's been desperately seeking. even when ajax breaks the kiss to breathe, to call out her name, lumine nuzzles his cheek, wanting for more.

all the while, she relinquishes control to ajax, allows him increase the pace until it's feverish, frenzied. lumine lets out a whimper each time their hips connect, the complete opposite to the slow grind and roll earlier. but she can't say she hates it, not when their desires are both palpable, thick in the air that they could both taste it. this is when she feels most alive, when he turns from attentive and affectionate to someone primal, lusting after all.

she buries her face in his neck, pressing open-mouthed kisses on his skin and murmuring his name over and over again like a prayer as pleasure builds up inside her once more, edging her over to bliss. she honestly wants more of this pleasure, wants more of his bruising kisses and touch. wants him to engrave himself into her body so she won't forget.

when lumine comes, she shudders violently in his arms, a keen leaving her lips as waves of pleasure wash over and over her, clenching him tight and collapsing on top of him. ]

[By the time she begins to lave kisses to his skin, he's already lost himself to the rhythm of their meeting over and over again, their tempo having increased to a high that leaves him shaking beneath her.

He begs, wails for her as his eyes close, unaware of his volume nor how he repeats her name over and over as heat coalesces between his legs, a fire that screams for more. His focus turns on the building feeling in his core, something that winds tighter and tighter until something in him finally snaps, the release of which brings forward a euphoria that clouds his vision and sends him deeper into a fog as a pleasure that seems to radiate from her rolls over him like a wave.

Ajax shudders deeply inside of her, a deep moan bubbling out of him as his hips buck up only slightly a last few times as he finishes his release. He wraps his arms around her as she drops on top of him, breathing hard from the combined effort. It takes a few minutes of rest before he turns his head to kiss the side of her head, rubbing her back as they lie on the bed.

She worked really hard, and he's appreciative of it.

But he is silent for the moment, pressing more light kisses to her head until his head falls heavily back onto the pillow.]

[ the sound he makes when he comes, it travels across her body like a wave. almost a second round on its own with how it arouses her, her body shuddering as well with him. it doesn't help either that he's still buried inside of her and every shift sends a jolt across her nerves.

still, lumine stays on top of him with her head resting on his chest, heart slowing down and limbs limp from exhaustion. that was a complete rush, one that's left her feeling dizzy and intoxicated, her body thrumming from satisfaction. she runs her hand along his chest, closing her eyes, fingers tracing an invisible pattern on his skin. ]

I can't wait to see Aether murder you ... [ she hums softly, a small smile playing on her lips. ] I'll have to ask Tubby if she can make me a nice, cushioned chair and a balcony to watch it from.

[The fog of his mind hasn't cleared, nor does he want it to- the lightheaded feeling it brings keeps him locked in a haze of ecstasy. His whole body feels worn, as if every nerve ending frayed out with wild sparks still flicking off the wires. Her gentle touch across his chest soothes his nerves, taking a deep breath as he focuses on that for the time being.]

Hey, I'm not the only one in trouble here, [he says with a laugh.] Besides, it was well worth it. I don't think I've felt that amazing before...you really know how to get me going, Lumi.

[Ajax manages to lift his head and shoot a grin at her, before losing the strength to keep it held up, head falling heavily back onto the pillow.]

[ lumine rolls her eyes at that remark, keeping her head pressed against his chest. sure, her twin brother is probably going to be very cross with her, but she's also pretty sure that his dismay will be more directed at ajax than anyone else. she only hopes that it doesn't start a fight in any way. ]

You're really telling me that none of the girls you've slept with has done that before?

[ she doesn't buy that one bit, considering all of the girls he's slept with in the past like what aether had said. still, she herself can't deny that anything intimate she's shared with ajax is different from the other guys she's dated.

probably because of lumine and childe, but she tries not to think about it. if anything, she's surprised that those two didn't interfere. ]

Did Aether send you over to wake me up for lunch? [ what happened to lunch, anyway? ]

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