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i'm dragging a heart that weighs a ton / holding out for not just anyone

[Fontaine: The technological hub of Teyvat.

For as long as anyone can remember, the country of Fontaine has always been the innovative center for the continent. High speed rail was originated here, and now spans across the entirety of Teyvat and beyond. High rises and skyscrapers pepper the skyline, modern Victorian buildings supporting a gear-like aesthetic from an era gone by. A thousand years ago, it was a much different place, but now it thrives with the bright lights and bustle of its people. One can hear the occasional street performer playing for cash, as businessmen and tourists alike walk down narrow cobblestone streets. People are buried in their phones, some take pictures as they gawk at the sights of the city, but one young man in particular walks languidly down the street, enjoying the life around him. He's in no hurry to get where he's going, as he has plenty of time to get there, noting a deli across the street from where he is now that he'll have to try.

Unfortunately, he is on business, so that'll have to wait.

Never being one to be dressed completely formal, he wears a comfortable pair of slacks and dress shoes, with a collared shirt that isn't buttoned up all the way under a grey vest. Various pieces of metal are woven into the vest, notably a crest on his right shoulder with a chain attached to it that hangs under his arm to the back. On his belt lies a Vision, glowing blue with hydro. The young man always seems friendly and easy going, but what lies underneath is something that not many are allowed to know- the heir to the family business of a company who develops tech for various products is also the right hand man of the mafia that runs the city.

And, their true business behind the scenes; creating Delusions to sell on the black market.

Today is a day where some investigating has to be done, and he's headed to see an old friend of his, from university. One that he's sure can help him with this problem he has. Entering the building, he swings in quietly to give a polite wave and a smile to the only person there.

Someone who looked exactly like their brother, whom he can only assume is the twin sister he'd yet to meet that he'd heard about.]

Hello, I was wondering if Aether was in today? I had a...business proposal for him, and I'm sure that he'd love to hear it. Unless of course, you might be of assistance instead.

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[Every word, every touch draws him to her even further, Ajax's eyes closing to let himself concentrate on the feel of her on his lips. His own body has already betrayed him, feeling himself harden and finding that he's unable to tear himself from her no matter how much he tells himself that he must. Instead, his hand falls to her cheek, giving her a full open-mouthed kiss back in response to her questions.]

You simply cannot do this to me again...

[The last time, they had been in the basement of the training facility where he'd had her up against the door, and he needed to leave then too.]

I do have to go, but...

[But she's completely ensnared him again, his hands wandering across her body as he administers a heady kiss to her mouth once again.]

...I'm not sure if I can...Lumine...

[ what a simp

lumine tries to stifle a chuckle when ajax all but buckles and gives in, her fingers sinking into his hair to pretty much seal the deal. of course, she'd happily let him go if he truly insisted that he needs to go; she won't stop him, she won't tell him to stay. but that's only if he steels himself against her advances, and she does wonder if he can.

she moans softly into his mouth when he kisses her again, tangling her tongue around his to coax him into deepening the kiss, drowning in desire. seducing him further to see how he'll try to escape her. ]

But your dad, [ she murmurs in between affectionate pecks, punctuating each kiss they share to breathe. ] He needs you, doesn't he? Aether, too.

[ her hand trails down from his hair to his shoulder to his chest, tracing lines and indents and scars. mapping him with her touch even as she continues to kiss him, her eyes closed, until her hand reaches his stomach. ]

What are you going to do?

[omg nothing wrong with simping for her

Lumine's tongue pulls him inward, his mouth responding in turn to open wider and deepen the kiss as she's directed him to do, his mind spinning. The only reason he hasn't forgotten about what he needs to go do is because she keeps reminding him, and that tiny part of his brain trying to pull him out of the well of desire he's finding himself in.]

They do...I don't know... [Ajax remarks slowly, his eyes closing to tremble under the brush of her fingertips against his skin, returning every kiss with more passion. His own hand falls to hers, leading it even farther downward. He needs her touch somewhere else too, and he hopes she obliges.]

I should go. But...

[His eyes open, heavily lidded as he gazes back at her. His voice trails off, succumbing to her administrations, finding himself once again in need of her and her body. Ajax presses another deep, intoxicated kiss to her lips, a sign of her victory over him- though he hardly feels as if he's really lost.]

[ she's thankfully more lucid than he is despite finding herself sinking into pleasure again. and lumine can tell where their hands are drifting to, her fingers trailing lightly along his skin as he guides her to his intended destination. it's tempting, very tempting, especially when his heat sears her fingertips as she wraps her hand around him, his kiss still dragging her down from the surface.

if she's not careful, she'll get swept away again in his pace. ]

I'm distracting you, aren't I? [ she whispers against his mouth, slowly stroking him to stiffness. her gaze searches his face earnestly, eyes wide in feigned innocence. ] All right. I'll let you go about your day, then.

[ there's a hint of mischief on her expression when lumine presses a kiss at the corner of his mouth, before she lets him go and wriggles from underneath him. time to get off her, ajax. ]

[His head and neck crane forward, a breathless sigh to accompany as he hardens beneath her, his lips mouthing her name against her own before his jaw goes slack. He hadn't really planned on continuing their antics now, but he enjoys her touch far too much, so much so that it's not a difficult task to lure him into this trap of hers. He's trapped by those honey-colored eyes when all of a sudden, everything stops.]

Lumine-!

[The absence of her smooth hands against his shaft is torturous, Ajax's eyes widening with despair that she'd stopped stroking him.]

Come back here, you-! [He makes a grab for her, to try to pull her back into him.]

Just five more minutes. [And then he remembers-] Please, Lumine? Just a little longer.

[ looks like all those conditioning had paid off, ajax somehow folding so easily when she pulls away. lumine almost feels bad, his expression resembling that of a lost and confused puppy, but it's amusing nonetheless when he pulls her back.

a part of her wonders what his dad would say if he saw his own son like this. would she be killed, she wonders, for turning his son and heir into a total simp? ]

Five more minutes? Are you sure?

[ she doesn't touch him, her fingertips simply hovering over his stomach, ghosting over skin. ]

I don't want to take up more of your time.

I'm sure.

[Ajax lets his eyes widen, pupils dilating as he looks at her with a needy gaze. Five minutes, that should be all he needs, yes. He can see that look on her face, one that says that she knows she's got him hook, line and sinker. And it's true that she does.

But if she's reeling him in, playing on his steadily growing devotion and increasing hunger for her, then he doesn't see why two can't play at that game.

He reaches over for the towel he'd brought in with him, setting it next to him, skin tingling at the thought of her fingers finishing that distance off as they hover over him.]

Every moment I have with you is one that I'll never take for granted. I can easily spare a few more minutes.

[His fingertips hungrily press into the soft skin on her hip, eyes darting between her own eyes and the hand that's so close to unlocking more bliss for him.]

[ lumine doubts this will last for only five minutes; it never does when it comes to them. his desperate expression says as much as well, his gaze very much needy and wanting. there's also his hand on her hip, digging into soft flesh. a clear sign that he's not going to relent until she's given him what he's asking–begging for.

somehow, she's found herself in over her head again. typical.

there's a beat as she hums thoughtfully, before lumine wraps her arms around his neck, looking very much amused and exasperated. if he's waiting for her to touch him, then he'll either have to wait longer or he'll have to give up and get dressed. ]

For your own pleasure? You're not playing fair, Ajax.

[ she tugs him closer, enough for her lips to linger so very over his. not enough for a kiss, but every word she speaks should give him the sensation of one. ]

What am I getting out of this?

[He can't help but drink her in as she wraps her arms around his neck, keeping him hard and focused completely on her. She's teasing him, stringing him along right now, but Ajax hardly cares. She's intoxicating, and he moves his face a millimeter closer to let her lips brush against his, eyes closing.

It's hot how she imposes herself upon him so, his own body and mind giving themselves over to her, as if they were wound around her fingers, easily manipulated in whatever direction she wanted them to go.]

I would never leave you wanting, Lumine. Not since you've been so good to me.

[He presses his lips to hers, a slow kiss that's meant to leave them both completely breathless. It's almost as if he can taste a dark, sweet sensation of mischief on her tongue, and he idly wonders what she'll try next. It stirs his heart, feeling it begin to pump faster as he thinks of what to offer her.

When they first met, he would have never guessed she was like this. Or maybe it's because she's been hanging around him a lot? Ajax loves it, either way, as he breaks their kiss to let his forehead rest against hers and his hand snake down towards her groin.]

If you'd like, I could fuck you again.

[Another shower, sure, but it's worth it to him.]

Or, we could always try something new. I don't think you've ever told me what you're really into...

[ the kiss he gives her is an obvious attempt to pull her down with him. but as achingly sweet as it is, lumine's not allowing him to drag her along his pace. this has started as a way to tease him, payback for his antics in the bathroom; she didn't think he would try to force it to escalate to get what he wants.

she closes her eyes when he breaks the kiss, taking a deep breath to fill her burning lungs. her fingers card through his hair, blunt nails dragging across his scalp. the thought of another round of sex with him is delicious; ajax has never disappointed her in that regard, her body even seeking him. but at this rate, they're never getting out of bed. ]

Ajax.

[ her voice is hoarse, quiet and low as if she's keeping a secret between the two of them. she can't buckle to her own schemes. that's not how this works.

one arm hooks around his neck, fingers sinking into his hair, while her other hand drop between their bodies, wrapping around his wrist. she meets his gaze for a moment, before her hand releases his wrist, gently encircling his length once more. ]

Five minutes, and you can't put it in.

[ but instead of resuming her ministrations earlier, she thinks of something else, gasping and moaning when she starts rubbing the blunt tip against her folds. ]

[Ajax's body responds to her, his head pressing against her fingers as they card through his hair, staring at her in anticipation as her hand wraps around him. He doesn't notice that his breath is heavy as he glances down, expecting her to finish him off and maybe let him play with her at the same time, but she surprises him.

Ajax gasps as she forces his tip to pleasure her, her moans lighting a fire in his stomach while he also feels bolts of lightning run through him from the friction. It's good, but it's not enough, desperately calling out to her as small waves of pleasure ripple through him.]

Lumine, [he gasps,] you little devil, teasing me like this-!

[It's awful, how every stroke across his head urges him to put himself inside, and yet he's been barred entry.]

Let me put it in, [he pleads, before he plants a few hungry kisses to her neck. He moans into her ear, his body feeling heavy, as if her grip was dragging him downward, leaving him with no ability to stop it.] You're driving me crazy. Please...

[ hearing him beg is like music to her ears. ajax, after all, doesn't seem like a guy who's always gotten his way, and yet, here he is, put in his place by someone like her. and if lumine herself weren't slowly unraveling, the threads of her sanity barely put together, she'd appreciate it even more.

for a moment, she says nothing, simply rocking her hips and letting him slide and settle between her folds, slick coating his length. her own fingers tangle into his hair, muffling her own honest gasps as electricity courses through her veins, all the while encouraging him to bury his face into her neck, to let him press more kisses onto her skin. ]

Just a bit more, Ajax, [ lumine murmurs into his hair, pressing kisses against his temple. she can taste the faint salt on his skin, his sweat beading on his forehead.

she squeezes her eyes shut, letting out a quiet whine when he catches against her slit, sending a shockwave across her body. she shudders beneath him, her breath hitching in her throat. ]

Be good to me now, will you?

[How she's able to keep herself from letting him fill her, he doesn't understand. He continues to try to fight the hunger welling up inside of him to go inside of her, part of him loving how she keeps control of him, and the other part of him hating how he can't just indulge himself. No one's ever done that to him before, especially while still giving him what he wants in some capacity.

It's just not everything. She's going to make him really work for it, if she'll let him have his cake and eat it at all.]

Of course I will, [he moans, continuing to rub himself up against her clit, the warmth of her sex on one side of his length taking a terrible toll on his mental state.]

I could be better to you if you'll allow...

[He purposely presses the tip of himself against her entrance, not pushing inside, but teasing her with the possibility before he shifts to let his tip tickle her slit once more. Let him in!]

[ if she'll allow.

it's cute how ajax thinks she'll let him off and find his reprieve so easily just because he's begging. just as cute as how desperate he currently is, trying to sway her into his bidding by making her yearn for him. lumine presses a hand against his cheek, drawing him back to focus on her face, a smile dancing on her lips.

gasping softly and cursing him inwardly: ] How much longer?

[ until his five minutes are over, that is. she has to continuously remind him of his ticking time, seeing that he's the one who set it up. ]

Three minutes? Two?

[His eyes do as they're told, focusing back on her. There's no way she's unaffected by him, but she's doing a good job of keeping a poker face throughout all his attempts to get her to give in and let him finish inside of her.]

Does it matter much now that we've started? [His next sentence is cut short by his own body shuddering, making sure that he doesn't stop stimulating her. Ajax's eyes close as every stroke still builds towards what he's seeking, but it's so agonizingly slow in comparison to what he's used to.]

I don't want you to walk away without getting you to cum for me, Lumine. Perhaps even a few times.

[This time, he stops rubbing her with his length; instead, he chooses to press the tip again against her, the pressure light and still not going inside, as his hand slides down to roll her clit with his thumb instead.]

Do you like this? [He asks, his voice husky as he leans over to whisper it into her ear.]

Of course, it matters. Aren't you—

[ whatever else she wants to say dies on her tongue as ajax reaches between the apex of her thighs, replaced by a sharp gasp and a whine, her fingers digging into his shoulders. all her attempts to remain unaffected, unmoved by his begging are so easily torn down by his fingers, directing her back under his control. she hates it so much, her own rebellious mind fighting against her traitorous body.

not that it helps in any way as lumine quickly succumbs to his touch, honest moans of pleasure leaving her lips, her hips bucking under his fingers. nails draw lines across his skin, her eyes squeezing shut as electricity run across her skin like wildfire. ]

Ajax— [ her body shudders violently as the heat between her legs starts to grow, coiling and tightening like a wind-up spring. ] No, wait—

[Ah, now he's got her.

Ajax applies more pressure with his tip, having himself wait there until she utters the words that would allow him to open that door fully and fill her with himself. His thumb does the same, rolling across her clit a little faster, his other hand cupping her cheek as he presses his forehead to her own.

He loves how he can do this to her- and vice versa, as he drinks those delicious moans of hers in, enjoying the lines she leaves across his shoulders.]

Mmmmm, but moya lyubov, it could be better. [Another small press from his tip, his grin mischievous and suggestive.]

Please?

[ it could be. it could be so much if she allowed herself to sink into the depravity that ajax is offering her. it's so easy, too; all she needs to do is to allow him to do whatever he wants, right? that's it, that's all she has to do.

but that would also mean giving into this game of chicken they're having.

thankfully, she doesn't have to make a decision, the pent-up part of her cursing at her slowly sharpening senses. the sliding of the door, the even footsteps against the paneled floors, the deep voice that's greeted her multiple times now. lumine's eyes snap open, her hands scrambling to push ajax away. ]

Zhongli is here, Ajax.

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