insurmountable | i'm dragging a heart that weighs a ton / holding out for not just anyone

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i'm dragging a heart that weighs a ton / holding out for not just anyone

[Fontaine: The technological hub of Teyvat.

For as long as anyone can remember, the country of Fontaine has always been the innovative center for the continent. High speed rail was originated here, and now spans across the entirety of Teyvat and beyond. High rises and skyscrapers pepper the skyline, modern Victorian buildings supporting a gear-like aesthetic from an era gone by. A thousand years ago, it was a much different place, but now it thrives with the bright lights and bustle of its people. One can hear the occasional street performer playing for cash, as businessmen and tourists alike walk down narrow cobblestone streets. People are buried in their phones, some take pictures as they gawk at the sights of the city, but one young man in particular walks languidly down the street, enjoying the life around him. He's in no hurry to get where he's going, as he has plenty of time to get there, noting a deli across the street from where he is now that he'll have to try.

Unfortunately, he is on business, so that'll have to wait.

Never being one to be dressed completely formal, he wears a comfortable pair of slacks and dress shoes, with a collared shirt that isn't buttoned up all the way under a grey vest. Various pieces of metal are woven into the vest, notably a crest on his right shoulder with a chain attached to it that hangs under his arm to the back. On his belt lies a Vision, glowing blue with hydro. The young man always seems friendly and easy going, but what lies underneath is something that not many are allowed to know- the heir to the family business of a company who develops tech for various products is also the right hand man of the mafia that runs the city.

And, their true business behind the scenes; creating Delusions to sell on the black market.

Today is a day where some investigating has to be done, and he's headed to see an old friend of his, from university. One that he's sure can help him with this problem he has. Entering the building, he swings in quietly to give a polite wave and a smile to the only person there.

Someone who looked exactly like their brother, whom he can only assume is the twin sister he'd yet to meet that he'd heard about.]

Hello, I was wondering if Aether was in today? I had a...business proposal for him, and I'm sure that he'd love to hear it. Unless of course, you might be of assistance instead.

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[Her hot breath against his ear, sends a small shudder through him, not realizing how easy it was for her to turn him on. Maybe he had been a little pent up, maybe from all the fooling around that had happened last night did have some kind of effect on him. He'd be embarrassed for being this hard with her sitting on him like that if they hadn't already been so intimate before, taking the invitation to unwrap the towel from her body and yanking on it to release it from underneath her butt to throw it to the ground.

Now, he can have all of her, letting out a needy, quiet gasp as she presses her lips to him. Ajax easily relents, moving his head so she can have more access to his skin, as he lets his hand grip into one of her breasts, massaging and lightly pinching her nipple until it hardens.]

There's some condoms in the bedroom. Let me go get them.

[Before he loses his mind completely and just takes her right in the chair he's sitting in.]

[ lumine instinctively shivers when cold air brushes against her body, goosebumps spreading across her skin. but his touch quickly chases it away and she finds herself sighing close to his ear when he gropes her breast, heat spreading from every inch of skin he manages to touch. she's not sure, either, where this sudden spike of desire comes from, her body craving for more.

the fog building in her mind, however, suddenly clears up for a moment when he mentions something about heading back to the bed. she quickly presses a hand against his chest, pinning him to the seat, while her other hand cards through his hair. ]

Nope, you're staying right here.

[ she gives it a moment before her fingers trail down his chest, deftly undoing the buttons one at a time, continuing to press kisses across his jaw and down his neck. ]

Unless you really want to leave me in this study all by myself?

[Ajax might find it embarrassing how his face flushes when she presses him against the chair, finding that incredibly hot and obeying her command. He makes no move to get up, his eyes closing as her hand cards through his hair, breathless and wanting nothing more than for her to command him to do something else. Archons help him, how he ended up with someone as enticing as her in his lap.

He moves his hands and arms to grip now into her butt instead, letting her have access to the entirety of his chest, his mind beginning to cloud over as more kisses are administered to his skin, beginning to feel more like a hot fire being ignited in every place she presses.]

No, of course not, [he responds, the faint traces of a dream-like quality lacing his tone.] I could just take you with me instead, if you'd like. Or, we can stay here.

[The care of keeping his chair clean is gone, replaced only by the raw need that begins to slowly pulsate beneath her. Ajax looks up at her with a sly smile, eyes half-lidded. Right here sounds good, if she's up for it.]

[ her eyes flash mischievously when he practically starts to melt into a puddle of goo beneath her fingers. but lumine doesn't relent, doesn't stop until she's certain that ajax isn't going to throw her off of him. her kisses turn from small pecks to open-mouthed attention to his neck, teeth gently grazing the soft skin at his pulse point, while her hands push open his shirt. ]

You talk as if you're in any position to move.

[ and with that growing heat she's sensing beneath her? she doubts ajax will want to move, debilitated by his desire. in the few months they've been together, she's learned what he wants, what he needs.

her fingers run down his bare chest and torso, nails lightly scraping his skin, as her hips ground against his. ]

Say, Ajax, [ she murmurs against his neck, lavishing his skin with teeth and tongue and mouth. ] Any requests on what you'd like me to do?

[He inhales sharply as her fingers trail down his chest, pressure building between his legs when she grinds against him. An involuntary groan comes out of him, his mind beginning to scramble while she begins her assault on his neck. But it feels amazing, the way her teeth scrape against it, as if they were points on his skin that had a electrical line right to his core. And as she continues, he feels himself heat up even more, his mind starting to short circuit with it.

His eyes go wide when she asks if he has a request. Of course, he has a lot of them, but his mouth doesn't really cooperate with his mind as he tries to answer her.]

I... [he says as he trails off, interrupted by another quiet moan when she grinds against him at just the right angle.] I'd like...I'd like...

[He can barely think, breathing slowly to gain some sanity back. She's barely started and he's already melted beneath her...honestly how did he get in this position?]

I'd like it if you put your mouth somewhere a bit...lower.

[ lumine pauses for a moment, her gaze flickering down his body, at his request. a moment later, she's smiling against the column of his neck as she sucks the skin right beneath his jaw, her fingers lightly skating downwards, tracing line, indent and scar. a chuckle leaves her lips right after as her eyes flash, satisfied at the growing red mark on his neck. ]

Lower? [ she asks with feigned innocence as she pulls away from him very briefly, pressing her forehead against his.

funny how he's never asked for that before, which only makes her wonder since when he's wanted to ask that from her. she supposes that she doesn't mind, not when he's already done the favour to her a few days ago. in any case, lumine smiles at him, leaning in to kiss his mouth. ]

You'll have to be more specific, Ajax.

[Somewhere, a voice tells him that she's just left her mark on him, but he neither acknowledges it nor cares even if he had in this moment. All he wants is for that same mouth to suck and nip at the skin on his neck more, moving downward slowly until its wrapped around his length to sink him into bliss. Ajax stares back into her eyes, his own mouth agape as he nods back to her.

Yes, lower. The kiss is hardly want he really wants, though he returns it with greed, his eyes flicking down to stare at her lips.]

A lot lower, [he breathes back, bringing his hand up to press lightly down on the top of her head.] I'd like it if you sucked me off, if you don't mind.

[ if he were someone else, she would've minded. rejected him flat-out, even. but something dark and lustful coils inside of her, so much so that denying him is something she'll no doubt regret. at the very least, she thinks idly as she gives him a languid smile, eyes flickering at the flourishing marks on his neck, aether isn't here to witness this; she's pretty sure her twin brother would have a cardiac arrest. ]

Someone's getting bold with their request.

[ but there's no rejection that comes out of her mouth. instead, lumine starts pressing open-mouthed kisses down his neck once more, pausing to lap at hollow of his collar bones and gently tweaking at his nipple with her teeth before continuing downwards. lips, teeth and tongue trail south, licking and nipping and kissing along the way.

at this rate, it wouldn't surprise her if there's a line of lovebites pointing to his crotch.

lumine lifts her golden gaze to meet his as she kneels on the tatami mat between his legs, resting a chin on his knee. a coy smile tugs at her lips as her fingers creep to the waistband of his pants. she can tell that he's pretty hard, already obvious despite the thick cloth of his sweatpants. ]

You're dropping by your dad's place today, aren't you?

[His lust-addled mind doesn't realize what he's asked of her, and it won't be until later that he'll realize that he asked and she didn't refuse. Instead, he lifts his head for her, his breath shuttered with soft hums of desire emitting from him as she continues her assault on his neck and whines as she tweaks his nipple. Every graze of her teeth, every nip and kiss across his skin downward creates a line of heat that serves to build more and more tension within him, like a sprout pushing upwards to break the shell of the seed it's locked within.

Ajax watches her move down him, that gaze lighting him on fire and wishing she would pull his pants down a little farther and stop teasing him by stopping at his waistband. He can see himself pulsating slowly with anticipation, his eyes glazed over with lust.]

Yes...

[He replies slowly, his mind not understanding why she'd ask him such a question.]

I don't want to think about my father while you're sitting there, Lumine.

[It'll ruin everything.]

[ lumine gives him an amused chuckle, shaking her head. well, she wins in this battle, looks like it, even if he's the one getting what he wants. ]

You'll have to think of him eventually, [ she says slowly, hands tugging at the waistband of his pants downward, revealing his burgeoning arousal. ] Jaxxie.

[ her gaze flickers back at his face yet again, once more feigning an innocent expression before she starts peppering light kisses along his length and then licking it from root to tip. his musk is overpowering, and she finds her eyes momentarily fluttering close as she imagines his scent permeating every inch of her. but she can't buckle right now and beg for him to pleasure her, too; her revenge isn't over yet.

when he's sufficiently debilitated, judging from the way his body shifts beneath her and the sounds that come out of his lips, lumine takes him in her mouth without warning, wrapping her tongue around him. ]

[The coil winds tighter when she tugs his pants downward, his erection on full display for her to toy with and pleasure at her desire. Ajax almost, almost gets annoyed with her at the nickname, not buying that innocent look for a moment, but she doesn't give him time to protest or glare. She's only given him time to breathe, which subsequently gets caught in his throat when she begins to administer her affections to him, eyes closing and jaw slacking from her touch on his sensitive skin.

He hadn't imagined how maddening her tongue could be, his body responding with involuntary twitches and moans. Ajax couldn't move away from her even if he wanted to, feeling his mind sink into a deeper and deeper fog.

But whatever pleasure he feels now is nothing in comparison when she takes him in fully, the warmth of her tongue driving him down a well of insanity, the surprise of it causing him to moan embarrassingly loud. Ecstasy shoots through him like an injection, spreading through him like wildfire, and he swears he can feel her mischievousness in ever swipe of her tongue across his head. Just like her, to enjoy how helpless he is underneath her, and yet he can't say that he dislikes it; if anything, is makes it even better how she commands him so easily.

His hands come to run through her hair, unable to do much more, gripping into it but not pulling as he cries out in satisfaction of her work.]

Archons, Lumine, ahh...

[It's criminal how she already knows how to give him exactly what he wants, her name chanted between groans, but he really couldn't ask for better.]

[ this isn't usually her thing. she's always prided herself as someone who holds the leash, not the other way around. but lumine supposes she can make this one exception for ajax, pretty sure that her counterpart has done the same so many times on the harbinger a thousand years ago; she's never kept her memories secret from her, anyway. after all ...

her eyes linger on his face as she bobs her head along his length, making sure to pay close attention to the tip. it's quite fascinating and delicious to see ajax squirm beneath her, almost defenceless in the way he cries out her name.

she pops him out of her mouth like one would with a lollipop minutes later when she senses him tensing, once more kissing his head affectionately. ]

Not too quickly, Jaxxie, [ she hums, her voice hoarse as she nuzzles the underside of his arousal, licking the trickling precum. ] We're just getting started.

[ lumine doesn't tell him either that she herself is starting to get wet, one hand moving between her legs to rub her clit. when she takes him in once more, she moans his name, letting the sound vibrate across his body. ]

[The release of himself from her mouth is unexpected, looking down at her in mild offence that she's stopped. He can feel the ghost of her tongue around it, the warmth of her tongue like a gentle whisper of a few moments ago. He hates that she continues to use that name, and hates even more that he knows he's going to get used to it. Like it, even, after a time.

His length moves involuntarily in her hand, anticipation building in him once again when she licks him. His eyes widen, pupils dilating with the knowledge that she's literally starting to drink him in, dumbfounded as to how to even respond to her before she puts him back into her mouth with his name reverberating against his skin.

It's like she flips a switch in his mind when she does that, his jaw dropping fully and his head rolling back against the chair as she elicits more moans and wails from him. It takes all his willpower to do as she says, to hold himself back and let her continue to pleasure him without loosing himself into her mouth. He starts to tug at her hair lightly as he descends into madness, his body shuddering over and over with every bob and every flick of her tongue on his head. There's a part of him that wishes he could lie her down and fuck her instead, so that the both of them could experience the bliss he is feeling at the moment.

But there's nothing quite like seeing her head bob up and down on him, and even calling him Jaxxie seems hot while she's pleasuring him. And if this is just getting started, he can't wait to see what else she has in store for him.]

[ the tug on her hair tells her that he's slowly, excruciatingly descending into madness, a kind of insanity that she's created for him. but as much as lumine wants to take him in deeper, she's pretty sure she'll heave and that's not going to be super pretty. so she does the next best thing, wrapping her other hand at the base of his erection, pumping him at the same speed as she goes down on him.

it's intoxicating, really, not just the feeling of power over ajax but also the raw pleasure it gives her. lumine pushes her own fingers deep inside of her, letting out another muffled moan when she finds the spongy spot along her walls that send fire racing across her nerves. but it's so unsatisfying to do this, not when she's gotten so used to ajax—not that that she'd admit that.

once more, she pauses when she feels him tensing up, nudged to the edge and teetering so close to his peak. lumine pants softly, spit and precum trickling at the corner of her quirked mouth. ]

Should we call it a day, Jaxxie? [ she teases him, briefly sucking the head before relenting like an infant would with its mother's breast. ] You still have work to do, after all.

[ his poor chair and the poor tatami mat underneath her won't recover at this rate. ]

[It should be illegal for her to be able to do what she's currently doing to him, if it weren't so incredible.

All he can do is ride the waves of pleasure she sends him over, unable to control himself any longer. It's as if she's taken the wheel, driving his mind downwards in a spiral of insanity, while driving his body to react the way she wants when she wants it to happen. He desperately doesn't want that to stop, Ajax's vocalizations begging and wanting for more as his entire length is pleasured.

He's so close, and Lumine senses that too- pulling away and not letting him finally finish. He's got half a mind to get up out of the chair and finish with her on her back right on the mat.]

Don't you tease me like this, [he responds breathlessly, head rolling back and around to look down at her again when she sucks on his head.]

I'll just take you right here, right now on the floor if that's what you really want. Since you seem adamant about not letting me finish, I might as well...

[ lumine's eyes twinkle at his reaction and supposed "threat", almost letting out a chuckle but refraining. in his current state, pent-up and desperate for a release, she's more than certain ajax will take offence to it. besides, she quite likes the control she has over him, something that she's only realised a few days ago.

she briefly closes her eyes, humming as she nuzzles him, pressing more kisses to his length but not putting him back in her mouth. nope, she'd like to edge him a bit more, thanks. ]

What did we talk about asking people what you want, mm?

[ her eyes flutter open, looking up at him through her lashes with a coy smile. she also doesn't mind if he takes her right there and then, desk or mat or chair. but she does want to see if she can get him to beg again. ]

Let me hear you ask for it nicely again, Ajax.

[Ajax only watches on with anticipation as she kisses him, his imagination going wild with what else her tongue will do to him once she takes him back in. She really wants to torture him today, staring back at her intensely, internally wrestling with himself on what he wants to do.]

You know, if I didn't know any better, I'd say you really enjoy trying to get me to beg and plead...

[To the point that he wonders if she's getting turned on herself from it. If so, he won't complain. He's not beneath asking for what he wants.]

Lumine, if you would be so kind...

[He says as he leans forward, bringing his head down next to her ear, voice low as he speaks.]

I'd like to fuck you right on the floor, please allow me to...

[ lumine's not about to admit that she kinda sorta might just be turned on by it, a shiver running down her spine when ajax whispers in the words in her ears. that's just giving him ammo that he'll use against her. and it's so much more satisfying to see him buckle like this to her whims, one of the most powerful men in fontaine wrapped around her little finger. not that that title or prestige drives her to rein ajax in ...

her hand reaches out to curl into his hair, gently tugging him further down so she can whisper back in his ear. her lips once more brush against the shell, tongue tracing its curve. ]

C'mon, take me, then.

[ she's wet and wanting, her body anticipating how he'll have her this time around. once more betrayed by her desires, but is it really a betrayal when she wants it too? ]

Jaxxie.

[It's hard to describe how he feels when she yanks him down, brushing his ear and whispering to him like that. Even with that nickname, he shakes once uncontrollably under her grasp, under her words. Ajax's eyes close as his imagination takes him somewhere else for a moment, what he imagines what will be his future in about thirty seconds.

His head inclines inward, pressing open-mouthed kisses to her neck, letting them lead upward right under her jawline. Oh, if that's what she wants, it's hardly fair for him to keep it from her.]

Lyubov moya, it's like the old Fontaine saying goes, be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it.

[He begins to stand, taking his sweatpants completely off and kicking them off to the side, landing somewhere several feet away. He wants to test this theory he's developed a little in the last few moments, getting down on the floor next to her to press himself against her, using his weight to push her downward to the floor. But how to test it? Maybe he'll try something...later.

But for now, she's issued him a small challenge, and he slides himself inside of her without hesitation. She's so wet already, he hadn't realized how turned on she was just from sucking his dick. But that works for him, moaning as he slides in and staring down at her wide-eyed with lust, the warmth of her love wrapping around him completely. He wants this, and he needs this- he needs her.]

Lumine, [he wails her name softly, as he begins to pump in and out, slow deep thrusts that reach all the way down to her back wall,] look how terribly wet you already are. What if I do this?

[He changes his angle, setting himself lower so he begins to put more pressure on the bottom of her opening, eyes wide with anticipation as to how she'll react.]

[ finally.

lumine welcomes his weight with open arms, letting herself be coaxed and pressed onto the floor. it's not the most comfortable place to be lying down on, but discomfort is something she can barely feel. especially when her body is thrumming with pleasure as he slides in without resistance and starts a slow, unhurried pace.

she finds herself murmuring incoherently against his neck, arms slipping around his back and hands settling on the slopes of his shoulders. her hips move in rhythm as her legs hook around him, letting him sink deeper and deeper inside of her, marking lines of possession and desires within her.

but just when she thought this would be something more intimate, ajax proves her wrong. gasping loudly, her eyes flashing in surprise: ] Ajax, wait— That's too much—

[ her hands scrabble at his back, drawing red lines and seeking for purchase from the sudden shift in angle, ecstasy lancing almost painfully through her nerves. her spine bows and her knees squeeze his sides, each excruciatingly slow thrust dragging against her and causing her to see stars. ]

[He can feel the searing heat from her fingernails into his flesh, sucking in air sharply as she does so. But he can't say he doesn't enjoy it, her response to his body electrifying even as she squeezes into him. Though, he hadn't meant to hurt her, readjusting his angle to something more normal as he grins back.]

Sorry. I just wanted to see how you liked that.

[He's not exactly sorry, but begins a slow rhythm again, keeping himself from doing something that might be a little too much for right now, letting waves of pleasure slowly suck him under. As if in apology, he leans down to kiss softly against her neck, running a line of small kisses down it, then moving to the other side to do the same. Though, he can't help but smile through every single one of them, amused by this entire encounter, and amused by how they've come to find themselves of the study floor.

He whispers to her, that same amusement lining his tone.]

I can be gentle, if you'd prefer.

[ the moan that escapes her mouth is pretty much indicative of the electricity running through her veins, lumine not even daring to stifle it. there's no point, not when it's just the both of them in this room, the both of them chasing their own pleasure. still, the shift from rough to gentle, the way ajax adjusts his pace to accommodate her sends an explosion of heat from the base of her spine to the tips of her fingers, and lumine can't help but cling to him, burying her face into his shoulders.

another gasp, another pretty whimper leaves her lips as she once more attempts to match his rhythm, hips rocking against him. her fingers leave the expanse of his back, sinking into his hair and curling around the strands. ]

I liked it, [ she mutters against his shoulder, the words punctuated by soft gasps and moans, eyes closing as she lets herself melt beneath him. ] It felt really good ... Just ...

[ she swats his shoulder, glaring up at his grin. ] A warning next time, please?

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[It's more than satisfying to hear her say that. To admit how good he made her feel, it feels like a badge of honor- and one that he's determined to show over and over again that he deserves to wear.

In response, his grin only widens when she swats him, letting his rhythm slow down even further to let himself sink all the way inside of her. Slow, deep thrusts are the name of the game now, his nerve endings buzzing as he rocks in and out against her. Every moan from her serves to fuel that fire, keeping him focused on getting her to elicit more of those noises, delicious to his ears and driving him more mad by the second.]

Alright, [he says with a smirk,] then consider this your next warning.

[Ajax pushes his upper body up, effectively changing the angle on her again, continuing to keep this slow, steady and deep rhythm he's started. He can feel how this allows him to go even further inside of her, his eyes closing as he feels every inch of himself get enveloped, his own moans and whimpers spilling out of him with her name on his lips.]

[ that was the worst thing to say, she realises now. but it's too late, ajax's grin growing and practically telling her that she's just given him ammo to use against her. to drive her insane, which is what he does a moment later, and she finds herself arching from the floor, head thrown back as an embarrassingly loud moan leaves her lips. but she can't help it, not when it feels like she's been struck by lightning, fire and electricity running through her body.

each slow, deliberate thrust hits something deep, something good within her that her mind turns into mush and her words into unintelligible cries, his name peppered all throughout. lumine writhes on the floor, her hands grasping everything and anything it can to anchor herself as waves of pleasure assault her senses. ]

Ajax ... Ajax ...

[ lumine squeezes him again, fingers digging into his back, letting a moan loud enough to probably echo in the house. she's so close and yet his slow pace only builds and builds and builds. she wants release. ]

Please, so close ... Faster—

[Ajax will be thankful later that Aether wasn't around to hear his sister cry and moan for him the way she was now, the look on her face and her voice in his ears dooming him to madness for the next few moments. He genuinely tries to fight the instinct to grant her request, not immediately speeding his pace up, still riding his own waves of pleasure that sweep through him. Those cries, pleading for him to help her reach her peak, he wants more of them.]

How badly do you want it, Lumine?

[Ajax continues slowly, but not excruciatingly so, letting his pace build gradually. Given how she'd teased him earlier, edging him the way she did...he doesn't see why he can't return the favor.]

Tell me.

[He cranes his neck down, letting his mouth lave open-mouthed kisses to her neck, sucking without restraint and mindless in his ministrations.]

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