Childe "I Can Make Her Worse" Tartaglia (
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gotta check myself 'cause I just can't believe / that you were in my heart, you were in my head
[Regrettably, he knew he had to go, to return to Snezhnaya on the call of The Jester to join the new project that was moving forward. It'd been nice being in Fontaine, and with all his heart he wishes he could have stayed a while longer, even if it were just to help out the House of the Hearth while he was still recovering. His cough was still ragged and his body still felt a little weak, and Childe would never let anything like that stop him from moving forward and pushing himself- but for now, he'll have to accept that he'll need to take it a little easy as he travels back to the homeland. Still, he would have loved to of had a little sparring session against Lumine or Arlecchino before he left...such is the transient nature of a Harbinger always on the move. Sighing with resignation, he heads back to the Court of Fontaine, to prepare for the journey back...it wouldn't be a short trip, and he'll milk all the time he can out of this before he has to deal with the responsibilities he'll have to take care of.
Maybe if he's lucky, he'll get to run into Lumine again before he leaves. The timing was both impeccable and terrible, only getting to see her for such a short amount of time and it wasn't even alone. He can hope for a reunion, but he knows the chances are slim...
Luckily for him, the Northland Bank is located in Fontaine as well, so while the House of the Hearth stays relocated in Poisson for the time being, he can get himself a nice place to stay while getting ready to leave. On one such day, he's out and about in the city proper to buy a few things for the trip back, a few bags in his hands, enjoying the fresh air. As his eyes scan over the shops for somewhere else to stop at, he swears he sees the tiniest sliver of white flash around a corner, eyes widening in surprise. Was that who he thought it was...?
Curiosity gets the better of him, abandoning his task for the moment to chase after the white-clad figure, hoping and praying that he'll be greeted with the sight of those familiar golden locks that he's longed to see again. Childe's steps pick up the pace, not realizing how fast his heart is racing now, eyes darting back and forth as they sweep over the crowd in hopes of catching a glance of what he thinks he saw. For a moment, he's certain that he's lost her, lost whatever he was chasing after, but from behind him is the unmistakable lilt of a voice that's all too familiar in his ears.
Turning around, he sees her, she's right there at one of the displays outside of a shop, and his whole body fills with joy. Wasting no time, Childe closes the distance between them, his voice bright despite his condition.]
Comrade! What a coincidence! Here I thought our last meeting would be the last time I'd see you for a while.
Maybe if he's lucky, he'll get to run into Lumine again before he leaves. The timing was both impeccable and terrible, only getting to see her for such a short amount of time and it wasn't even alone. He can hope for a reunion, but he knows the chances are slim...
Luckily for him, the Northland Bank is located in Fontaine as well, so while the House of the Hearth stays relocated in Poisson for the time being, he can get himself a nice place to stay while getting ready to leave. On one such day, he's out and about in the city proper to buy a few things for the trip back, a few bags in his hands, enjoying the fresh air. As his eyes scan over the shops for somewhere else to stop at, he swears he sees the tiniest sliver of white flash around a corner, eyes widening in surprise. Was that who he thought it was...?
Curiosity gets the better of him, abandoning his task for the moment to chase after the white-clad figure, hoping and praying that he'll be greeted with the sight of those familiar golden locks that he's longed to see again. Childe's steps pick up the pace, not realizing how fast his heart is racing now, eyes darting back and forth as they sweep over the crowd in hopes of catching a glance of what he thinks he saw. For a moment, he's certain that he's lost her, lost whatever he was chasing after, but from behind him is the unmistakable lilt of a voice that's all too familiar in his ears.
Turning around, he sees her, she's right there at one of the displays outside of a shop, and his whole body fills with joy. Wasting no time, Childe closes the distance between them, his voice bright despite his condition.]
Comrade! What a coincidence! Here I thought our last meeting would be the last time I'd see you for a while.
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It wasn't until she looked up to catch his eye and she felt her heart flutter a bit bashfully. His inquiry brought an immediate thought to come to the forefront of her mind, not sure how she was going to mention this without sounding weird. Not even Paimon fully understood how it was happening. And Paimon was her trusty knowledge encyclopedia for Teyvat.
Taking one more bite of her pudding, she hummed before putting her spoon down for a moment. )
I did find something out when I was down there, but I'm not entirely sure how to describe what happened. Not even Paimon knew entirely what was happening. I figured since it happened with your Vision being in my possession, maybe it's happened to you before?
( She didn't know how she wanted to bring this up, but maybe now was better than any other time. )
While I was sleeping for the night, I would have 'dreams' that I learned weren't really dreams. I saw your entire time in the Fortress in these 'dreams' as well as your escape before you disappeared.
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He wants to say something to direct the conversation away from it being so personal to him, something like, 'Oh, you were dreaming of me, huh?' but this seems a little too important to be dismissing it so easily. Childe still has so many questions, so many things he doesn't understand from what happened from the time he started hearing something call for him in his head to now. Maybe this is a lead, something that might tell him more about himself and the mysteries surrounding the strange, dark power inside of him and the whale...]
So what you're saying is, you relived my time in the Fortress, to track me down and find out what happened to me? And you're saying this all happened in your dreams? And that my Vision was what connected you to my memories?
[Even that's kind of a tall tale for him to swallow, but he sees no reason why she'd lie to him about it. He sits back into his chair, sinking into the cushion to ponder on it. That's...a lot.]
Comrade...
[It does make him wonder about a Descender's power and connection to this world, maybe Visions are just windows for her to another person's heart and soul. He never would have considered that.]
You didn't see what happened after I disappeared though, did you?
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Giving slow nods to his first two questions but his last one she had to give a light shrug of her shoulders. Ever since she'd woken up after being separated from her brother she only had reoccurring dream, reuniting and then the reunion happened.... And soon nightmares were mixed in. But she never had a dream about anyone here in Teyvat. )
I don't know if it came from your Vision... All I remember is my dream black and your vision spinning in front of me before I saw some memory of yours while escaping.
( Even with her talking out loud about it to another person, it felt like such a stretch, as if she was playing a prank to spook or creep him out. Perhaps recounting her last 'dream' of him will help him understand she wasn't lying to him. )
Last I saw was your secret plan in action, you sneaking passed the guards into the abandoned tunnel that was rumored to be haunted. And then you swimming, then you waking up to a giant whale.... That's it... It's never happened to me before.
( She gave him a shake of her head at his last question, but based off his response to this it has never happened to him either. So, who knows what happened. Perhaps maybe she can ask Nahida the next time she's in Sumeru? )
I was wondering if this had happened before for you, but judging by your response, it never did.
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No. This is the first I've ever heard of this happening to anyone at all. That's incredible Lumine, that you were able to connect with me in such a way.
[And at the same time, it makes his heart beat in his chest a little harder than he expected. He won't let his imagination run wild here, but he can't deny that's a bit...heavy, for lack of a better term.]
Seems fate has its own ideas for the two of us, just as we happened to meet today to be able to share that with me. You know, in Snezhnaya, there's an old tale of two water spirits that lived under the ice, both hailing from different regions of the motherland. Fate's hand decided to intervene in their lives, throwing them into a desperate battle against all odds. In the end, the two of them come out of such a battle worn but alive, but it's said that the bond they forged had the power to influence the land enough to calm the raging blizzards that swallowed any brave soul to step foot inside of it, making those same lands inhabitable today.
[He takes a bite of his cake, letting her soak that story in as he grapples with the thought of that story paralleling their own lives. Looking up from his dessert, his eyes flash with amusement now- he wonders what she'll say to this. Naturally, he absolutely isn't explaining himself or what he thinks about it...in the same Childe fashion as always.]
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Hearing it never happened before to him, nor has he heard of it from his intel in the Fatui to help them understand. Taking another bite of her pudding, as she tried to not think too much on it anymore. She thought it'd be something she should share, since he was the only person it's happened with her besides her brother.
When she heard him bring up fate, it did seem strange; since she'd come out shopping thinking he'd long since left for Snezhnaya. To hear him bring up a tale told in his home country; she can be honest with herself, she half expected it to be as violent as the pinky promise Teucer taught her. She couldn't help but to look up at him to listen intently with piqued curiosity to learn a bit of Snezhnaya.
Arms crossed with an amused smile, upper eye lid hooded to enhance her own amusement. Of course he'd tell such a story and not give his thoughts at the end. There's a reason he brought this tale up, especially that quick flash of amusement he has in his normally hardened eyes. )
Is this a real Snezhnayan tale? I was expecting something as tough as the pinky promise oath. That ones admirable and normal. Though it sounds eerily familiar.
( If only she had some tale of her homeland, but alas she doesn't have one and her only home for all their years of living is gone. Taking another spoonful of her pudding, finishing it; surprise fills her as she never really had this much for herself. She'll take a small break in between dishes, while also being at least a little honest with him. Even if all this time she tried to keep him not too close due to his job and alliances, but he is a sneaky one. )
I really am glad you're alright and stubborn enough to not have the worst happen. Your family doesn't deserve the grief of losing you like that.
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When you put it like that, it almost seems like you're scolding me again, comrade.
[But it's said with a smile, clearly showing his appreciation for her care and concern for him. It helps put him more at ease, more relaxed in how he can approach her from here going forward. Before, in Inazuma, she'd kept her worry to a minimum, at least in front of him. But as he told her before, he's flattered either way, even more so now that she's been more open to him about her feelings about his safety.
Which is why he feels a lot better about saying what he says next:]
But you fought it too, right? Your role in all this was fending off the whale from the Primordial Sea from attacking Fontaine. I should be saying the same thing to you. Facing it down, even if worn down a little by then, couldn't of been easy. I'm positive that's the same whale from my dream...so I'm glad that you've made it out safely as well.
[He pauses for a brief moment, before discarding his hesitation to say softly-]
...I'm not sure what I would of done if I found out you hadn't made it out alive.
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Well, I thought I was being subtle about the scolding.
( Lumine still had some reservations, mostly so if the day came where they were fighting on opposite ends enforced by the Tsaritsa; it'd hurt a lot less. But he somehow managed to worm his way into making her worry about him. Plus he had the same care for his family that she has for her brother.
She listened to him bringing she had gone to fight it off too, with Neuvillette as back up after having his Soverign powers returned to him by Focalors. It was still confusing to the blonde, but she'd think Neuvillette wouldn't let her die as easily as she wouldn't let it kill her.
She had a journey ahead of her she had to 'complete' in order to reunite with her brother... again... His last sentence brought her eyes to widen slightly, surprised by the sentiment. It'd caught her completely off guard; though did it really? At least it did to think what would have happened... Sometimes she forgets how many people now care for her in this world. )
One good thing is I would have been out of the Cryo Archon's hair.
( She tried to lighten the mood with a joke, but it was true, she gave the Fatui so much hardships she's sure. )
You were out cold at the time, I didn't think you knew I had gone to finish your hard work. But we're both here and still kicking, so let's not think too much on it, right?
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Though she's right. It's probably not good to dwell on it too much, and he's not the type to worry on something he can't really change all that much anyway. They are both still alive and to various degrees of well, so he'll take that as a win for the moment and enjoy this time he's got now.]
Word spreads quickly around Fontaine, so it was inevitable that it would reach my ears. But, you're right. Worrying now doesn't matter, it's the time in front of us that does.
[But was that a lot of information to digest. Lumine's dreams of him, the battle against the whale, Fontaine's fate hanging in the balance...what a wild ride. Who knew his vacation was going to end up like this? And yet he's still lacking answers.
But for now, he'll follow Lumine's advice and not think too much on it. He'd much rather spend his energy on her instead of past events.]
In that case, I think the best course of action would be to do something to keep our minds off of it. After we finish our snacks here, mind taking a walk with me? There's somewhere I'd like to go, as sort of a...final farewell, before I leave Fontaine.
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He'd overestimated her stomach capacity; though now she wished she had an endless pit like Paimon. But she'd eat it all even if she had to save some for later. Mouth full of cake as she looked to his words, his last sentiment bring her to nod along.
Fontaine was probably the most stressful she felt when arriving, so many things happening and have to stop a prophecy that'd put all the people to extinction. )
Hm?
( She just finished her slice of cake, staring up at him again; but this time he was making a request? Where could he want to go here in Fontaine. He really meant to spend as much time with her as he can. )
Sure, I don't mind. I'm pretty much full for now. But where did you want to go?
( All that was left was the macaroons, she'll ask for a small box to put them in for later. But at least now, she can cook for Paimon without feeling hunger over take her while watching her companion devour her cooking. )
i'm gunna do a time skip here and set up the next scene imo!
It's not too far, [he responds with a smile,] just a little ways outside of the Court of Fontaine. It's a nice, scenic place, perhaps you've been there already? Either way, I'd love to go there one last time.
[Finishing up his snacks, he sighs with content as he leans back into the chair a little let his stomach rest. They don't make stuff like that in Snezhnaya, and he's definitely going to miss it.]
So let's be off. We'll get the rest to go.
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[Where Childe leads her definitely could be counted as scenic, but his reasons, naturally, are less than serene. He leads her to the top of Elynas's moss-covered skull, climbing it slowly as to not annoy his injuries, yelling words of "encouragement" (they're probably more akin to taunts, 'can you keep up?' and 'don't think these injuries will stop me!' along with him laughing of course) at her until they reach the top. Childe flops down on the very tip of the skull, smile wide as he gets to survey the waters of Fontaine, with a clear view of the city. With a few coughs aside after scaling the skull, he feels as happy as he looks, breathing in the fresh air.]
Here we are! Have you had the chance to explore this area yet? There's so many battles to be had here, and I think I might of gone stir-crazy without it during my stay.
[There's aliens here. It's sick. He got to fight them all.]
sounds good to me!!
She knows he won't heed her warnings of pushing himself, she wasn't dumb. Keeping him from any type of fights was like keeping her from her brother. Impossible. )
Okay, lead the way.
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( Lumine followed along, keeping pace with his longer strides; wondering where he wanted to go. But the closer they got to Elynas' skull, she had a vague idea. Throwing taunts back at him in return, already used to constant climbing, since she no longer had her wings to get her to higher places. She watches him flop down unceremoniously and smiled with a shake of her head. At least he looked relaxed.
Falling his stead, though carefully to take the back of her dress under her so she sat comfortably too. Back straight and hands clasped together like she always did, looking out to the city view, and the water that she's swam through until every nook and cranny mesmerized. The air was much clearer out here compared to the city. )
I have, some commissions send me out here as well or I'm finding certain materials out here. So this is where you spent most of your time here. I'm not entirely surprised.
imo I think they should kiss soon do you agree :3
It...really is nice, to sit next to her like this. That's the thought that runs through his head as he looks at her, his focus suddenly changing to examine every curve and shape of her visage. Her big, golden eyes, the small creases around her mouth that indicate that she's smiled often.
How bright Lumine shines next to him doesn't go unnoticed. Even sitting peacefully at his side, she's like a light that he can't help but follow.]
Well, it's hard to stay away when some of the strongest foes in Fontaine rest here. They didn't allow me to fight the Champion Duelists all the time, after all.
[But mischief still seems to dance behind his eyes, a clear sign of what he's thinking about only to those who've come to be closer to him.]
Ah, how I wish I wasn't injured...we'd have to fight right here, right now. But Lumine, really- I'd like to thank you for coming with me today. Your presence alone has already made me feel better.
omg... yes! i 100% agree with ya the one percent chance she's alone without paimon lol
Hearing he would have fought the Champion Duelists every day, all the time if they allowed it, brought her to shake her head with a knowing smile. He probably surprised them with just how much he can keep fighting if they let him. )
I'm not surprised, they probably weren't expecting how often you can get back into fighting. If you took resting a bit more seriously, we'd have been able to fight now.
( Taking a deep breath in of the fresh air again, she knew he would have wanted to fight, aside from her weekly promise to fight at least once if she makes it. But his next sentence surprised her. Unknown to her, her face softening with a gentle smile, she wasn't used to the flutter his words gave her heart. )
Your welcome... Had I known my presence helped make you feel better, I'd have come to visit you sooner. It's not too bad to just sit back and finally relax, doesn't it?
( Just a small tease, because she needed attention away from the soft words being shared. It made her feel a little nervous. )
LOCKS PAIMON IN THE TEAPOT
But somehow he doubts that, only because he's the only one who truly understands the extent of his injuries right now. Even if he hadn't played with the kids of the House of the Hearth and gone out searching for Master Skirk, he doubts he'd be in a real position to try to be able to spar with her at the level he would have liked. He'd still do it if she allowed, and have fun, but he knows he's severely limited at the moment. Guess he'll have to man up and take it easy :(]
Yeah. I guess it's really not bad at all, haha.
[Tartaglia's laugh makes him cough through it, but his words soften in light of the expression she's giving him, her tease lightening his own heart. So often he has to be a little careful, always making sure that he doesn't cross any lines that don't need to be crossed with her, knowing one day he would probably have to do it again, while still maintaining the warm, genuine friendship he has with her despite everything.
Sometimes he hates it. He hates that he can't just have it all, even if he's aware that he's already getting to have his cake and eat it with the Traveler. But even he has to ask himself what that means to him- and now, sitting atop this high point in Fontaine with Lumine smiling at him in a way that he only gets to imagine in his dreams, his emotions swirl in a way that makes him wonder why he doesn't just reach out to her, take her hand, and pull her close...]
This might be the last chance either of us get to see a sight like this for a while. I...
[His voice trails off for a moment, looking out towards the water, his chest tightening with a buzzing that finds itself nestling there, and he has to fight off another cough that threatens to ruin the moment. Words fall from his mouth that he doesn't really understand, but it feels right for this moment in time, confusing feelings clouding his reason along with the sight of her sitting next to him. It cuts a picturesque scene in front of him the expanse of shimmering water behind a star that illuminates the world around her.]
...I'd hate to waste it, you know? I want to make this special, before we part.
lol PAIMON DONT YOU DARE GET OUT YOU HAVE THE LUMINE ALL THE TIME, GIVE HIM SOME TIME ALONE
See, just as good as combat.
( Feeling accomplished at the laugh, patting his back to help with the cough. It's so strange, she always refused to let people get too close to her in this world. Sure she's made loads of friendships and people she cares about, but it'd hurt a lot less when she inevitably leaves... Whenever that time comes for the siblings or if it ever will, which she doesn't want to think about.
Unaware of the inner turmoil he was facing, she just looked back out at the sea and the city, enjoying the rays of the sun. Funny she'd gone from trusting him, to distrusting him, to indifference, tolerant but cautious, to friendship. It felt like such a roller coaster; she's not naive, his job of Harbinger would probably cause them to be on opposite sides of another serious fight.
Turning back to look at him, a slight tilt to her head as she listened to his words. He wanted to make it special? How so? She can't handle more spoiling, she still had her macaroons saved away. )
You're right, I'll miss this view. How do you plan to make this more 'special'?
THAT'S RIGHT YOU LITTLE SQUEAKER WE DON'T NEED YOU AROUND RN
Though he's looking at the ground, his eyes shift over to look at her hand, sitting idly in her lap. Should he take it? That'd be a bold move to start this out.]
Well...
[He says after what feels to him specifically like an excruciatingly long moment, wondering if Lumine will pick up on the fact that he's really not acting like himself right now. Tartaglia doesn't generally lack for confidence, but right now, he's unsure of what to do that won't scare her off.]
I want to do something that will forever etch this into your memory, so that no matter how far apart we are, you'll be able to look fondly back on it. I don't want to leave here with the only impression you have of me being that of myself in a weakened state where I'm limited in my capacity to do much of anything.
[He has to sigh as he admits that out loud, as much as he hates it. But he feels comfortable enough with her to let himself be that vulnerable, something he can't really say for most people he knows. He can't even be that way with his own siblings.
But he reaches slowly for her hand, gingerly slipping his palm into one of her own to take it and pull it towards him, holding it gently. Tartaglia treats it as if it were a privilege he could lose at any time if she so chose to retract it. And if he's being honest with himself, he's expecting her to pull away anyway.]
YES THEY ABOUT TO SMOOCHY SMOOCH SO DONT RUIN IT
But there'd be no teasing, in fact thinking it was something important for cause of such a long pause and lack of confidence. Not wanting to lose such an important moment that was making her feel slightly nervous. )
That definitely sounds familiar. ( It was the same reason he refused to say goodbye to his little brother back in Liyue. He didn't want her last memory of him be him weakened and coughing up a full lung. ) You don't have to worry about that, Childe.
( She would remember his weakened state as not a downside, but as a result of his bravery and strength to be in a constant, continuous fight with the narwhal.
Lumine won't lie, she was ready to flinch her hand away from him, but he did it so slowly and gently. Looking down at their joint hands now and she had to fight every fiber of her body not to combust into flames or snatch her hand away. However her tips of her ears felt burning hot as she looked back up at him, away from their hands.
Her smaller hand returning the hold on his and she was tempted to let go, that this could complicate a lot for each other later. She needed to let go and stand, get away from him, push these feelings so far back in her heart. But maybe she too wanted to be a bit selfish for once.
She'd just turn her face away to calm her heart, looking back out at the sea, or the city, or the creatures. Something other than this build up she was beginning to feel. )
OR ELSE WE'LL LOCK YOU IN THE CLOSET UNDER THE STAIRS
Now, he feels her fingers close around his own hand, and with that the anxiety and stress he was feeling flows out of him and his confidence returns. At any moment she wanted, she could have pulled back, yanked her hand away, rejected him outright. But as it stands, it seems now that their positions were reversed, and now she's the one dealing with emotions that were previously hiding beneath the surface. At least, if he were a betting man, that's what he'd guess is going on in her head right now.
Childe chuckles softly as she diverts her eyes away, shifting his fingers to twine with hers, happy that she hadn't pushed him away after all. He'd taken a pretty big chance on being so bold, and it looks like it paid off, at least that's the feeling he's getting. Maybe, just maybe, he'd be reciprocated here, and he feels better about that now than ever.
Maybe he should lighten the mood just a little here. So he'll wait a few moments for Lumine to calm herself, before he speaks again.]
To think such a small hand can pack such a powerful punch, [he exclaims, letting his thumb play with hers, clearly now back to his normal self.] Though, I feel a lot safer having it in my hand than having to dodge it flying at my face.
[So he'll scooch himself a little closer to her now, putting only inches between himself and Lumine, smile soft as he looks down at their hands and back up at her. Though now, his eyes shine with a brightness that usually isn't visible in what's normally void of light- Lumine is holding his hand and she didn't get up and walk away from him :) yet :) ]
AND ONLY LET YOU OUT WHEN LUMINE NEEDS YOU TO ANNOY HIM
Feeling his thumb playing with her own, the gesture being a little more intimate than she's used to with friends. She couldn't help but let out a light, airy laugh at his words. To her, her hands were normal but it wasn't until moments like now she realizes how much smaller they were compared to others. )
Well lucky for you it doesn't have a reason to fly at your face right now.
( However, she can see him scooch closer and she felt her heart beat quicken just a bit... Out of nervousness right? Not because of some deeper feelings of... affection... No, no, but why when she looked up at him in surprise, she can see a shine that almost threw her off guard in his eyes. It wasn't like his amusement kind of glow.
Did she distrust and despise him as much as she does Signora or Dottore? No, but she isn't sure if she should let what she thinks is building up to happen. Turning her face away again, she tried to speak up again, she didn't know what would happen and she can't hurt him. )
I don't know if this is a good idea anymore...
( So why haven't you let go of his hand and move away, Lumine? )
WAIT WHAT NO KEEP HER IN THERE SHE CAN SQUEAK AT SOMEONE ELSE :PANIK:
But as soon as he gets another green light, he's greeted with a yellow one. Though she can't see it now because she's turned her face away from him, his eyes line with a little concern that maybe he'd already pushed a little too hard. It wasn't his intent to make her uncomfortable, but maybe this was inevitable given their relationship.]
I'm flattered that you thought it was a good idea for any length of time, haha, [he laughs, causing his throat to get scratchy so he has to clear it before he coughs again.]
Sometimes, the heart wants what it wants, even if the circumstances might say otherwise. Lumine, what would you do, if I were to kiss you right here, right now?
[He leans forward slightly, to put himself closer being in her peripheral, wanting her to turn to look at him so badly. His chest tightens and his heart beats hard in his chest, realizing what he just said to her. Another bold move, another risk that he's taking. He's not an idiot, he knows that making a move past just being friends could very well end that friendship- but she hasn't let go of his hand, and it doesn't seem like she has any intention to.
So now, he needs to see, to see if her heart beats the same as his own.]
LOL NEXT TIME THEY SEE EACHOTHER WITH PAIMON SHE'LL BE SO CONFUSED SHE WONT STOP SQUEAKING
It almost hurt how much it was trying to escape, she's sure he can probably hear it because she was hearing it loud and clear in her own ears. Oh, she hoped Paimon did not show up; thankful for the solitude because this was a vulnerability she was was not used to. )
I... What...
( This took a turn she was not mentally prepared for. The heart wants what it wants. Her stomach was doing all sorts of somersaults, her face and entire body, in fact, burning, she almost wanted to turn and run. To get control back of her body and mind. Archon, did she want him to kiss her, she really did and the closer he moves is making her even more nervous.
Her free hand coming up to a loose fist in front of her chest, unaware that she was looking at his lips in anticipation. Shaking her head gently with her thoughts trying to free itself. Looking down at their joint hands, she knows she should leave with a good punch to the face for even thinking this way.
Taking a deep breath, she looked back up at him, eyes sparkling with affection: )
This isn't a very funny joke, Childe. You know this'll only complicate things from now on, right?
DEAL WITH IT PAIMON THEY'RE AN ITEM NOW AND NO SQUEAKING IS GUNNA CHANGE THAT
One that he was well aware of the minute he reached out for her hand. Of course it would be complicated, it was always going to be complicated whether this happened or not. It's just now, only a breadth away from each other, will he deepen that complication between her, himself, her sibling, and this world.
And he doesn't feel an ounce of remorse for it.]
Come now, you know I wouldn't joke about this. We'll figure it out and work through it, [he says, letting his voice take on a silky, comforting tone to soothe her nerves, his eyes lidding halfway as he begins to turn his head and press inward towards her. His free hand comes to rest on her cheek, cupping it and letting his thumb trace the cheekbone there, holding her gaze with his eyes to lock her in place.]
There's nothing that you and I can't accomplish together. Just relax, Lumine.
[Tartaglia's eyes close as he gently presses his lips to hers, slotting them slowly together until they're finally locked together in a kiss that he'd been craving for archons knows how long. She tastes as sweet as the cake they'd both been eating not too long ago, savoring it as he caresses her lips with loving, soft passes. Slowly, he opens his mouth just so, so his tongue can search and twine with her own in a dance for two.
He can feel his entire body light up with want, affection pouring out of him into their kiss, his chest buzzing in excitement and his head light and clouded from the feel of their connection. He'll kiss her as long as she lets him, content to drink in the brush of her lips against his for any amount of time, as tiny little content noises bubble up out of him as they kiss.]
YOU HAVE TO SHARE HER ATTENTION NOW PAIMON SORRY NOT SORRY IMAGINE HIS FAMILY GOING "FINALLY!!" xD
But so many things worry her: she doesn't know when her journey will complete and if she'll be forced to fight against her brother or.... she'll leave with him to their next world once he's out of this Abyss Prince quest he pushed her aside for.
She doesn't have a moment to think about that any longer, feeling his presence even closer; face subconsciously snuggling into the palm of his hand. It was an affection she never let herself divulge in. Topaz gold staring into deep ocean blue, staring up at him through thick lashes, matching his heavy lidded stare.
Her breath caught in her throat at the press of their lips together, movement slow and unsure on her end. Sliding together so softly, eyes closed as she listened to him to just relax. Just enjoy each other's presence and this moment that was really long overdue, but well worth the wait of trust and affection. Her free hand reaching up to take his wrist gently, the one on cupping her cheek and running her thumb over his wrist.
The moment he brought coerced her mouth open with his, letting her tongue twine with his sending electro through her entire body. An airy hum escaping the back her throat, for once no one on her mind but him and this kiss. She pressed her lips just a little bit harder, just a tad bit more pressure to keep the kiss going. Face burning hot, she's sure it's radiating off her and onto his face.
How such a man managed to get her to fall for someone in this world when she's gone all her lifetime without anyone, with no one to avoid heartache. Her entire senses high and taking in all he'd give her, the hand held in his squeezing his hand to keep her from floating, keep her grounded in reality. )
HE DID IT THEY CAN'T BELIEVE IT HE GOT A GIRL TO NOT RUN AWAY IN TERROR FROM HIM LOL
The feeling of her pressing more into their kiss is intoxicating, that she would silently demand for more, taking him and pulling him into her desires instead of the other way around. Childe's all too happy to oblige, opening his mouth more to take her in more fully to elongate this moment for as long as their breath would hold out for. His kiss goes from sweeping and gentle to something more firm and needy, begging and encouraging her to take more from him, as much as she wanted and needed. It felt as if she was finally able to feel a touch she so desperately wanted but never allowed herself, and Childe swears that he can feel the heat of it all radiating off of her body, easily getting lost in her desire and content to give her everything.
But when the dust settles and he finally needs to break, he pulls away, dizzy from the passionate lip lock and staring at her in wonder with new eyes.]
Lumine, [he exclaims breathlessly, pressing his forehead to hers as he closes his eyes. That just really happened, and his heart beats hard in his chest and his face is flushed right up to his ears.]
That was everything I imagined it would be.
LOL DID HE BLACKMAIL YOU INTO GOING OUT WITH HIM LUMINE??? YOU CAN TELL US LMAO HE SCARES ALL GIRLS
This switch up in how he was kissing her brought new flips and tricks for her heart to do in it's confinement. To allow such emotions to win over logic, the logical part of her should not have entertained these feelings of his. Like she said it'd make so many decisions complicated. But this kiss wouldn't last forever, what she didn't expect was for her lips to chase after his when the kiss broke. She had to stop herself, catching her breath along with him, as she can only soak in his energy around her.
Staring up into his closed eyes, perhaps wanting to take in the sight before her. His words after the kiss bringing up a stronger blush to her face; he imagined this? Imagined them kissing? Sure, she thought about it too, especially after thinking she'd lost him forever too. But he disappeared after Skirk threw him through a portal and he was on his way to Snezhnaya for healing. She didn't know when she'd see him again.
But she couldn't help the tease, though not at all mocking, just surprise filling her. )
Hehe, you've imagined kissing me before?
OMG HIS FAMILY IS NOT HELPING SHATAP U GUYS HE DIDN'T BLACKMAIL HER
THEY JUST WANNA KNOW HOW HE GOT A GIRL TO NOT RUN AWAY AS SOON AS THEY MET HIM LOL
THEN THEY CAN BOTHER HIM IN!!! PRIVATE ABOUT IT!!!! NOT IN FRONT OF HER!!!!!!!!!!!
TRUE BUT THATS NOT THE SIBLING WAY THEY GOTTA EMBARRASS THEIR OLDER BROTHER ESP SINCE HES NEVER HOME
SOB THE BETRAYAL HERE, HE CAN'T BELIEVE IT
ITS OK CHILDE THEY'RE JUST HAPPY YOU BOUGHT THE GIRL YOU GUSH OVER ALL THE TIME HOME
THEN DO THAT, FAM. BE HAPPY FOR HIM. NO WORDS. JUST HAPPY. THX
LMAO DONT WORRY CHILDE. LUMINE WONT THINK OTHERWISE ABOUT YOU. SHE'LL JUST GIGGLE A BIT IN AMUSEMENT
DESPAIR. REGRET. WHYYYYYYYYYYY
SHE'LL GIVE CUDDLES AND AFFECTIONS WHEN THEY GET PRIVACY TO MAKE IT BETTER
>:| IT'LL MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER BUT THEY STILL WERE TERRIBLE TO HIM LOOOOL
LMAO HIS FAMILY WILL HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR THAT LOL SHE HAS NO CONTROL OF THEM APOLOGIZING
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