[ No matter how hard she trashes, no matter how loud she screams, nothing seems to be getting through him. All she can see is the murderous blue eyes of a cold-blooded killer who looks to be enjoying her suffering. Childe, Tartaglia, Ajax... that look in his eyes tells her everything she needs to know, the man who has sworn to protect and cherish her is no longer there. It's as if some monster is wearing the face of her lover. She screams as he grabs her wrist, rendering her completely and utterly helpless underneath him. Scared out of her mind and without a weapon, she's all out of options, the only thing she can do is accept that the blade pointed at her throat is going to put an end to her life. This is it, this is how she ends up dying; at the hands of something possessing her beloved.
Through her panic, she can just barely make out the voices of people begging him to stop but there is no stopping him, not with that terrible face he's making. With tears streaming down her face, Yoimiya squeezes her eyes shut, silently praying for her death to be swift. But... the feeling of that blade sinking into her throat never comes to pass.
As soon the grip of her wrist loosens, she uses this chance to bring her arms to shield her face in feeble hopes that it will protect her. Frightened beyond belief, her mind doesn't even register that Ajax has withdrawn and is back to his normal self, still under the impression that she's about ready to die any second. In this inconsolable state, all she can hear is that same dark voice she heard at the cave and in Dottore's office berating her.
This is all your fault. This never would have happened if you never caused that explosion. You hurt him. You're the cause of everything bad in his life. It's all because you're so weak and pathetic.
That's right, everything is her fault. If she hadn't used that goldfish explosion, none of this would have happened. If she had the capability of putting up a fight, Childe would have had a great time and they could have enjoyed a couple's brawl. Her near death at the cave, being forced to fight her lover, listening to Dottore's disinterest in her, and now what is the worst of them all; her sweet Ajax attempting to kill her. All these accumulations of terrible events are the final nail in the coffin for Yoimiya to reach her breaking point. Still laying on the snowy ground, she hugs her knees, curling up in a ball, bawling her eyes out. ]
It's all my fault. Everything is my fault. I'm so sorry for causing that explosion, I didn't mean to hurt you. I...I just wanted to impress you. [ Through her tears she hiccups, besides herself with despair. ] I'm so sorry for being weak. I'm so sorry for being pathetic. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry...
[ Now that their Lord Harbinger has finally backed down, a few Fatui soldiers rush into the fray, getting between the couple to check on both of them. Lord Childe, what happened?!, a few of them shout in concern while also keeping a respectable distance just in case he goes berserk again. The others are huddled around the trembling and crying Yoimiya, examining both her physical and mental state. But one look at her is enough to deduce that she's not at all stable, not with her mumbling a mantra of I'm sorry. ]
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Through her panic, she can just barely make out the voices of people begging him to stop but there is no stopping him, not with that terrible face he's making. With tears streaming down her face, Yoimiya squeezes her eyes shut, silently praying for her death to be swift. But... the feeling of that blade sinking into her throat never comes to pass.
As soon the grip of her wrist loosens, she uses this chance to bring her arms to shield her face in feeble hopes that it will protect her. Frightened beyond belief, her mind doesn't even register that Ajax has withdrawn and is back to his normal self, still under the impression that she's about ready to die any second. In this inconsolable state, all she can hear is that same dark voice she heard at the cave and in Dottore's office berating her.
This is all your fault. This never would have happened if you never caused that explosion. You hurt him. You're the cause of everything bad in his life. It's all because you're so weak and pathetic.
That's right, everything is her fault. If she hadn't used that goldfish explosion, none of this would have happened. If she had the capability of putting up a fight, Childe would have had a great time and they could have enjoyed a couple's brawl. Her near death at the cave, being forced to fight her lover, listening to Dottore's disinterest in her, and now what is the worst of them all; her sweet Ajax attempting to kill her. All these accumulations of terrible events are the final nail in the coffin for Yoimiya to reach her breaking point. Still laying on the snowy ground, she hugs her knees, curling up in a ball, bawling her eyes out. ]
It's all my fault. Everything is my fault. I'm so sorry for causing that explosion, I didn't mean to hurt you. I...I just wanted to impress you. [ Through her tears she hiccups, besides herself with despair. ] I'm so sorry for being weak. I'm so sorry for being pathetic. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry...
[ Now that their Lord Harbinger has finally backed down, a few Fatui soldiers rush into the fray, getting between the couple to check on both of them. Lord Childe, what happened?!, a few of them shout in concern while also keeping a respectable distance just in case he goes berserk again. The others are huddled around the trembling and crying Yoimiya, examining both her physical and mental state. But one look at her is enough to deduce that she's not at all stable, not with her mumbling a mantra of I'm sorry. ]
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please don't kill me. I'm so sorry.