[ lumine questions herself again why she let this happen. why she'd called him instead of someone else, why the first person who came to her mind was him.
was it because of their agreement to not see each other? a quick and painless way to circumvent it? she presses a hand against half of her face, closing her eyes as they step inside the elevator and she swipes in her card on the terminal. only a week, and she feels she's turned pathetic all because of a guy. ]
I know.
[ his words never meant to hurt or upset her. they never have ever since she's first met him. that's simply how he is, something she's started to acceptโand started to erase from her mind.
still, that doesn't make it less acceptable to her. none of it is. ]
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was it because of their agreement to not see each other? a quick and painless way to circumvent it? she presses a hand against half of her face, closing her eyes as they step inside the elevator and she swipes in her card on the terminal. only a week, and she feels she's turned pathetic all because of a guy. ]
I know.
[ his words never meant to hurt or upset her. they never have ever since she's first met him. that's simply how he is, something she's started to acceptโand started to erase from her mind.
still, that doesn't make it less acceptable to her. none of it is. ]
My sentiment on the matter still stands, though.