punchesyu: (something about a beef bowl)
Yosuke "ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴏғ ᴘᴇɴɪsᴇs" Hanamura ([personal profile] punchesyu) wrote in [community profile] insurmountable 2015-10-18 07:52 am (UTC)

i'll take them and ruin garden kisses completely

[It's not any shock to him what comes next. He expected it, somehow, the brush of Yu's lips against his own. It's a little easier this time than last- even though he does experience a small moment of repulsion in the form of his body shaking a little at the idea that he's kissing another guy. He wrestles it away, reminding himself that he was going to make an effort to be better than that. That this isn't so bad, it's just a kiss, and it would become easier and easier in time. Natural, even, if he allowed himself to think that way. It's difficult for him regardless, breathing a little through his nose to try to clear his head.

It crosses his mind that this is the second or third real kiss he's ever gotten, and how strange it was to be from Yu of all people. Another thing he never counted on. Or that he didn't even really know how to kiss, only winging it as he went right now. The smile on Yu's lips is felt, lightly massaging them back with his own. He can tell that his partner is happy, that they'd go though with this together. But that isn't helping him much right now, as Yosuke's shoulders are as tense as he felt, unsure if he was doing this right, palms starting to sweat with worry.

He didn't want to suck at this, whether it was a girl or a guy. And he doesn't want to be made fun of for it either. It's a lot harder than he thought it was going to be. In fact, he's too distracted to even put any real passion into it. His mind is far too preoccupied with the technicalities of it all, and he finally has to break from Yu in a small panic by the end of it.]


Ooookaaay, I uh...I wasn't ready.

[He doesn't want to admit he had no clue what he was doing, even though Yu probably knows by now by means of experience.]

C-Can we try that again, like, after I clear my head.

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