[It took a lot to admit to that, share the secret of what's really been bothering him lately. He's pretty good at concealing any negative emotions he generally has, and he's thankful that up until this point, he hasn't made her worry too much. But now the cat's out of the bag. He appreciates her gesture, the feel of her hand on his, comforting him with simple strokes of her thumb, it's nice to know that he's not alone in this and has her unwavering support. He got lucky when he was granted these new powers to have her alongside him....he can't imagine going through this now with anyone else.
But he has to shake his head. He also appreciates the sentiment, and that she'd put him above having to resort to something that poses a threat to his very well-being and mental state. However, Ajax knows the truth deep down, always being honest with himself as much as he can.]
You've seen what we're up against. I watched that monster slither into that cop and take over his body. Our powers are the only thing that's going to keep us alive.
[Ajax locks his gaze with hers, and his eyes couldn't be more serious. He won't shy away from facing the thing inside of himself, and to him, keeping them safe by any means necessary means more to him than his own well-being.]
I will master the power inside of me and keep that monster in check. Becoming the "king" isn't the same as relenting to the monster...so I'll find that balance between the two, and use it to fight. We came here to do just that, and we can't spare a moment wasted. Please believe in me, Yoimiya. I swear it to you that I'll do everything I can to keep myself intact.
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But he has to shake his head. He also appreciates the sentiment, and that she'd put him above having to resort to something that poses a threat to his very well-being and mental state. However, Ajax knows the truth deep down, always being honest with himself as much as he can.]
You've seen what we're up against. I watched that monster slither into that cop and take over his body. Our powers are the only thing that's going to keep us alive.
[Ajax locks his gaze with hers, and his eyes couldn't be more serious. He won't shy away from facing the thing inside of himself, and to him, keeping them safe by any means necessary means more to him than his own well-being.]
I will master the power inside of me and keep that monster in check. Becoming the "king" isn't the same as relenting to the monster...so I'll find that balance between the two, and use it to fight. We came here to do just that, and we can't spare a moment wasted. Please believe in me, Yoimiya. I swear it to you that I'll do everything I can to keep myself intact.