[ At his thanks, Yoimiya nods her head, flashing him her best reassuring smile... but who is she kidding? Deep down inside she hates that she had to force herself to take contraceptives. She should be disturbed by these thoughts and while there is a part of her that is perturbed, she still can't shake the desire to start a family with him. The sick and twisted part of her is delighted to hear that Ajax is unable to put a condom on. She hopes it stays that way and with any luck, that pesky birth control will be ineffective, and they can finally live out their dream.

...

Just like that, those warped thoughts come crawling back inside her head. Whatever it is that's taken "control" of them is beyond powerful. She's ashamed of herself for still thinking about having a child with him while they're having a discussion, her stomach feels like twisting into a tight knot. ]

Yes, I feel the exact same way. When we were having sex... and heck, even during that battle, all I could think about was serving you as my king. It's strange because I'm certainly not royalty and although you look like Prince Charming, I'm gonna assume you aren't either?

[ Ajax is a looker, there's no denying that fact. She might be having an internal crisis but credit where credit is due, he is handsome. He's certainly got the appearance of a prince who can capture anyone's attention. ]