[He lets out a quiet, exasperated sigh. He's thought of those same circumstances, of those consequences. Yoimiya taking birth control is the only preventative measure they have right now- because he's already proven to be incapable and unwilling to wear protection once he gets in the mood and those strange feelings and thoughts take over. Which is something he feels guilty about, and hates...amazing himself that in the heat of the moment, he doesn't care for any responsibility. All he can think about is having a baby with her, and how right that feels.

While being "sober" right now, that thought makes his stomach queasy. The things he's said to her while in that state, it's just too much.]

Thank you for doing that, [he says, though a part of him is insincere. That part of him that wants a child hates that she took birth control, and he tries his best to shut that voice out for the moment.]

But I can't help but agree. I can't even get a condom on, because every part of me fights against it when we're being intimate. I'd still like to know why we have such strong feelings about each other, even so far as to call each other king and queen. It's as if I believe we're both truly royalty, in a sense. Is it the same for you?