[ Typically, it would be relieved to hear someone experiencing the same symptoms ad her but in this instance, all she can feel is a boulder dropping in her stomach, filling her with nothing but ominous dread. If it is truly their voices then it has to be something else in control ... right?
She shares the same sentiments as him. Despite that the voice sounds like them, it doesn't line up with who they truly are. Sure, she would be over the moon to start a family with someone she loves but that's the problem, she barely knows Ajax, they only just met through terrible circumstances. There's no way she would actually be willing to give up her life to have children with a man she just met.
... Right? The fact that she is even questioning herself is enough to make her sigh. ]
I wish I could give you a straight answer but I don't know. If the mark wins... then I suppose we lose.
[ There's no other way about it. But the real scary question is... what happens when they lose? What does that mean for them? Will they act like mindless animals who only want to breed for the rest of their lives? All this uncertainty is terrifying. ]
I guess the only thing we can do is try to fight it. Thankfully, I was afraid something like this would happen and took birth control before we embarked on our trip. But... with how intense this is getting, I... can't look over the possibility that I might even lose control over taking contraceptives.
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She shares the same sentiments as him. Despite that the voice sounds like them, it doesn't line up with who they truly are. Sure, she would be over the moon to start a family with someone she loves but that's the problem, she barely knows Ajax, they only just met through terrible circumstances. There's no way she would actually be willing to give up her life to have children with a man she just met.
... Right? The fact that she is even questioning herself is enough to make her sigh. ]
I wish I could give you a straight answer but I don't know. If the mark wins... then I suppose we lose.
[ There's no other way about it. But the real scary question is... what happens when they lose? What does that mean for them? Will they act like mindless animals who only want to breed for the rest of their lives? All this uncertainty is terrifying. ]
I guess the only thing we can do is try to fight it. Thankfully, I was afraid something like this would happen and took birth control before we embarked on our trip. But... with how intense this is getting, I... can't look over the possibility that I might even lose control over taking contraceptives.