[He doesn't even want to believe his own conclusion. He doesn't think they need to settle on that answer right away, but it does seem awfully suspicious to him that all of a sudden, having more and more sex and falling to their strange, magically-induced desires coincide with a greater ease to access their power and with a bit more oomph to them. Ajax hates that he even said it out loud, but now that's what he's going to think about going forward and every time they do have sex- a fate he realizes they probably aren't going to be able to escape given how easily they lost control of themselves already- but he still doesn't know what it all means, in the end.

Why does this power want them to mate, why do they both feel this strange sensation of belonging to a higher station when they do so.]

I don't have any particular urges to grow stronger outside of my own, personal ambitions, which I had before we ever met. But I can't deny, it's like something comes over me when I begin to give in and entertain those urges and desires. I know there's something living inside of me, and I could explain my actions away to that. But what about you?

[Yoimiya hasn't had this issue, not like he has. And now he's wondering if maybe there's some kind of monster also living inside of her, too.]

Have you sensed a presence inside of you? Something that offers you power, or tries to influence your mind?