[He pulls his car forward to where he can see her pull out, falling in line behind her as he follows her to her apartment. He's silent for a moment, understanding how this is affecting her, even scaring her- but at the same time, he can't shake how futile this effort is if the gods chasing them get their wish and eliminate them. Ajax has managed to set his own fear of losing himself to the side, and he too feels Childe's pull. But he still doesn't know if that's him or the Harbinger.
When you become one, what really happens? He wishes he knew. Ajax finds himself agreeing with Childe; maybe they should of told them.]
If living on and fighting against these so-called gods versus the alternative means having to become one with Childe, then I'd do it a thousand times over if it kept you safe.
[The sigh is heavy and stressed from the other side of the line. He can feel his thoughts swirl, that tightness in his chest coming back as he listens to her speak. He's not sure if it matters anymore if it's him or Childe who longs so badly for her presence in his life. It doesn't feel as if it's going to go away anytime soon.]
I don't feel like I can stop, because if anything happened to you, I wouldn't know what to do with myself. You mean far too much to me, no matter if it's me or him or the both of us that feel that way.
[Plus there's Aether to think about too, but he doesn't say that. She knows. It's not another burden he has to put on her right now, especially in the aftermath of finding him gone. He's got to find him.]
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[He pulls his car forward to where he can see her pull out, falling in line behind her as he follows her to her apartment. He's silent for a moment, understanding how this is affecting her, even scaring her- but at the same time, he can't shake how futile this effort is if the gods chasing them get their wish and eliminate them. Ajax has managed to set his own fear of losing himself to the side, and he too feels Childe's pull. But he still doesn't know if that's him or the Harbinger.
When you become one, what really happens? He wishes he knew. Ajax finds himself agreeing with Childe; maybe they should of told them.]
If living on and fighting against these so-called gods versus the alternative means having to become one with Childe, then I'd do it a thousand times over if it kept you safe.
[The sigh is heavy and stressed from the other side of the line. He can feel his thoughts swirl, that tightness in his chest coming back as he listens to her speak. He's not sure if it matters anymore if it's him or Childe who longs so badly for her presence in his life. It doesn't feel as if it's going to go away anytime soon.]
I don't feel like I can stop, because if anything happened to you, I wouldn't know what to do with myself. You mean far too much to me, no matter if it's me or him or the both of us that feel that way.
[Plus there's Aether to think about too, but he doesn't say that. She knows. It's not another burden he has to put on her right now, especially in the aftermath of finding him gone. He's got to find him.]