[ her hand hurts. with her nails digging into her palm, any harder, and she'll break skin and have injuries that the police will no doubt question her about. but it's the only way she can keep herself composed, keep her sanity from fraying and reined in. and yet, ajax continues to try and knock down whatever defences she's made, forcefully, deliberately.
another heavy sigh leaves her lips as she holds back a dry sob, keeping her eyes closed. she can feel the other lumine pleading, asking her to do this for everyone's sake. not just hers, but aether's too. ]
Why do you always make things difficult for me?
[ complicated, stressful, unpleasant. the experience with ajax is consistent all through out, her heart seemingly on the verge of exploding every time. ]
no subject
another heavy sigh leaves her lips as she holds back a dry sob, keeping her eyes closed. she can feel the other lumine pleading, asking her to do this for everyone's sake. not just hers, but aether's too. ]
Why do you always make things difficult for me?
[ complicated, stressful, unpleasant. the experience with ajax is consistent all through out, her heart seemingly on the verge of exploding every time. ]